Hidden emotions

chapter two

 Harrys P.O.V

   I had just finished eating a sandwich, and getting ready to go meet up with niall and skyler at their place. I was suppose to go shopping with Zayn and Louis but they were to busy with their girlfriends Perrie and Eleanor.

I wonder why I haven't found someone I like, and picture myself with for a while. It seems as if I have bad luck with love and I don't understand why. Sometimes while I'm on stage I look into the crowd and look at all our beautiful fans. They are amazing and I try my best to read their posters ; I even saw one that had white little lights all around it and said : HARRY I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH, PLEASE MARRY ME!! ♥♥♥.  That one made me smile really big, i love when they make them like that.  Also, I wonder if one day my lucky girl is out there, somewhere in that crowd.....I guess I will just have to wait and see.

When I finished putting on my v-neck and pants, I went to the mirror and made sure I looked ok; I mean I don't wanna show up looking like I had just woke up. I put my hands up to my hair and fixed my curls alittle bit, then turned off the light and grabbed my keys. As soon as I got outside I made sure there werent any paparazzi waiting to take pictures. When the coast was clear I ran to my black Lamborghini and hopped in;putting on my seatbelt, and making sure the mirror was  tilted right. Safety first right?  Before I started the car, i took out my phone and called niall. About a minute had passed and still no answer, so I decided il just show up; I'm sure he wont mine. I was excited to see skyler, her and I are like best friends.  Nialls a lucky guy to have her; shes so beautiful and funny and just so fun to be around with.  If I had her, I'd never let her go.

I had finally arrived and got out the car, but not before I I checked my self in the rearview mirror. Like I said before, I don't wanna look like crap, I mean I know niall and I best friends but still.....skylers there.  When I made sure I looked good, I started walking to their door, I had rang their doorbell once, but no response. I knew they were there though, because their car was parked in there drive way. So I rung it like 10 more making it obvious that someone was here. From the other side of the door I could here niall saying "alright I'm going, calm down", I laughed alittle bit at his little irish statement; you know how long i have known niall, ud think id get use to his accent by now, but it still gets to me. When he opend the door , I could tell by his expression that something was wrong. 'what's the bloody matter with you ringing my doorbell like an idiot'he said. He had started walking toward the kitchen and I could tell that skyler wasn't down here, so I ran upstairs looking for her. At first I checked their bedroom, but there were still no sighn of her; I was about to go check their game room when I heard light sobs from one of the guestrooms.  I had opend the door and yelled  "where's the one and onl-skyler. .what's wrong?" I was going to say where's the one and only Skyler Polens(that's her last name). But then I could see tears racing down her face, and I sat right by her and asked what's wrong. She replied 'nothing,why'; and I quikly answerd back 'because I know when one of my best friends are sad, now what's wrong?' She had shook her head no, and that's when I started tickling her. "No harry hahaha...stop I'm going to die haha!!" By this time she was lying down with her feet kicking in the air. I was half way on top tickling her, "I'm not going to stop unless you tell", I said. She was about to say something, but just then, the door slamed opend and standing there was niall. I quikly got off , putting my hands inside my pockets while skyler wiped away her tears and sat up. Their was nothing but awkward silence between us, so I decided to break it. "Sorry niall,I just saw that skyler was upset and so I tried to give her a laugh", I laughed a little trying to light up the mood in the room. I was kinda nervous, I mean what I was I thinking, it had looked completely wrong and I shouldn't have tickled her or....got half way on top of her. My stomach started to feel like knots were building up, untill niall had answered 'its alright man, but do you mind if I speak with skyler for a bit?"  I had quikly replied "No, no not at all..il be downstairs if you need me" and with that I turned around and went downstairs.

     Nialls P.O.V

As soon as I opend the door I saw harry tickling skyler; he was literally on top of her!

I  was still kinda confused and shocked at the same time, I mean a couple of hours ago she's cyring and telling me that she can't; I didn't even know what she meant. Then the next minute I come upstairs and see this.

There was a moment of awkward silence in the quit room, until harry started speaking. 'Sorry niall, I just saw that skyler was upset and so I tried to give her a laugh' ; at this moment all I wanted was to make peace with skyler.  "Its alright man, but do you mind if I speak to skyler for a bit?" He agreed and left the room. After I saw that he went downstairs, I shut the door and turned around; slowly walking towards the bed where skyler was sitting. When I sat down she put her her legs in criss cross apple form. I don't know why but it felt awkward between us; we've never had a fight like this...in fact we've never really fought, I guess that's why I was so shocked when it all happend. I decided to break the ice and stop this non-sense. "Skyler....I'm sorry, I never knew you felt like that you know you could have told me, I would have fixed it." A couple of minutes passed, and she still didnt say a word. I couldnt handle this anymore, all I  want is to talk with her and i cant even do that. I didnt realise that iv missed her so much, and just when i thought that, my stomache felt like it was

twisting . I had just snapped that it was... my fault, me going to the studio and eating out with the band, i realised that I was never there for her like I used to. I stood up fast not caring how I looked. "Skyler, baby listen I-I can't tell you how sorry I am, iv been a complete jerk leaving you behind everyday; I didn't know it hurt so much until today, when we weren't speaking...and that was just  one day,I

love  you and I miss you and I just wanna let you know that I'm completely sorry and if you give another chance I promise I wont leave with out you I just cant han-" she had cut me off with a sudden kiss. At first I was puzzled, but the more we kissed the more I couldn't resist.  Our kiss grew more passionate by the second. We've had kisses like this before but this one was just....meaningful. I couldn't stop, I didnt want to lose her especially when it was my fault. By this time I had pushed her against the wall not breaking away from the kiss. She had wrapped her legs around my waist while I supported her. She started unbuttoning my shirt and was about to take it off, when we were stoped by the sound of someone clearing their throat. When we stopped our breathing was heavy.

I looked at skyler admiring her beautiful face. Her dark natural tan, her big brown glossy eyes, and her lips were perfect. The one thing iv always loved about her was her brown curly hair. I loved the way it flowed when she moved and it always smelt like cocunut mixed with all kinds of delicious fruit.

I was brought out of my daze by harry. "uhm I'm getting kinda hungry, and I was wondering if yall would like to go eat or something."  I LOVE food but, my skyler comes first; I'd starve for her. I looked at her and what she said surprised me. "sure, I'm actually pretty hungry", she never leaves only when she goes shopping for groceries or new clothes! I was startled. I guess i was staring at Skyler because harry walked up to me and waved his hand in front of my face.

I flitched a little bit but got into place. "Are you kidding, lets go I'm starving,....thats  if skylers ok with it?" I looked  at her with my puppy- dog eyes.  She laughed and said yes. I playfully ran and picked her up and put her over my shoulders. "Not again niall, hahaha how many times are going to do this?"   "when ever I die", I said. I took her to our room and from there we got dressed and left out the door with harry. He had offered to take us, so we agreed and got in the car .

"Where are we going", harry said, while looking at us through the mirror. Yes, we were sitting in the backseat.    I was about to say Nandos,but skyler had beaten me to it. I just looked at her and smiled, I promise I was going to do right by her, because I was not going to lose her.She means to much to me. 

Brief descreption:

harry: blue jeans, white v-neck with glasses connected to the end of his

v-neck. black combat boots -- hair: slightly flipped with big loose curls on both sides♡

Niall: a red  polo button up shirt with cargo shorts while wearing his white nikes--hair: tossled alittle bit, natural ♥

skyler: wearing light faded skinny jeans, with a blue and pink hoodie and

sun glasses. shoes are pink toms

-- hair: down with little perfect ringlet curlies.☆