Break me down
Drag the blade across my skin.
Tear down my self esteem.
I'm not going to stop you.
I've given up.
I'm tired.
Tired of fighting.
Tired of crying.
Tired of bleeding.
Tired of breathing.
I'm done.
Its time for me to leave.
I know this won't affect you but its best that you know.
I know you won't shed a single tear.
I know you won't break down.
I know you won't miss me.
I know you'll be glad that I'm gone.
But that's okay.
I understand.
You hate me.
Everyone does.
I don't blame you or them.
I hate myself too.
I have to go now.
They're calling me.
These voices that scream inside my head at night.
Its their mission to break me.
Their goul is to end me.
I just need to jump.
I don't know why I'm leaving you this note.
You will probably just throw it away like trash.
But I'm okay with that.
I'm okay.
I'm just fucked up like you.
We're all fucked up.
I really have to go now.
The voices are getting closer and louder.
One last thing before I jump.
These voices,
Next they're coming for you.
xo jade
