This is not a poem, nor a story. This is me venting!
I am a screw up, and at times I feel like I was a mistake.
I have lot of friends, yet I have hurt each one a time or another and it wont stop there.
I have a boyfriend who im not quite sure even likes me anymore.
Skratch that. he just broke up with me, and didn't tell me why...
I have like 7 guys who "like me". But most just want in my pants.
I have been droped from everything I love and know (drama, glee, shakespear, musical, otaku.. so much more.)
I cry a lot.. like right now for example. I am crying while venting....
I am week..
I fell for a guy that sees right through me.
My sister is mad at me because she feels as though I am trying to compete with her.
I mean honestly, I am nothing to compete with...
I am a little emo kid who cut a little deep this time..
I seem to push everyone I care about MOST away from me. I tried with Syd, Kandi, Brenn, Rey, Brigitte, DOM, the list goes on and on....
I am a selfish, stupid, kunt faced, whore, bitch, skank, wannabe person...
Some girls and guys at my old school are trying to ruin my life at my new school because I guess making my life hell at my other 3 schools wasn't enough...
I hate everything about me, and if you ask, no I will not show you where I take my depression and anger out on.
I can't stand it when people leave me.... but lately thats all people seem to do anymore.
My name is Britanee Anderson, And thank you for reading. And if police read this. Please leave me alone, I have had enough of you ass holes. Im not going to kill myself, and if I plan on it I will most likely tell one of my sisters.
