Rap Monster P.O.V
"Oppa do you have a girlfriend?!" "Um of course." "Oh okay. I guess." "What's wrong. Why are you sad now?" "I'm sad haha. You're funny."
Did I break her heart or what? Please don't be sad. I can't date you. Even if I want to. You're too young. You're 4 years younger than me. That's not possible for us to date.
Y/N P.O.V
I felt devastated. I thought he was single. Well because of the way he acted. Guess not. I have been friends with him for 10 years now. I'm only fifteen and he's nineteen.
I first met him when I was 5. I was playing at the park and I didn't know how to make new friends because well I was shy. He just walked up to me and next thing you know we were friends.
We have been friends for a long time now. I grew feelings for him since I was ten. I didn't care if he was older. Age difference didn't matter to me.
I was going to confess to him if he hadn't said that he has a girlfriend.
Rap Monster P.O.V
Wow. I can't believe I did that.
Why would I do that when I have feelings for her? Why can't I just come out and just confess to her? That would of been better. Age doesn't matter when you're in love. I grew feelings for her a few years back.
At first I thought it was just something that didn't matter but then it grew more and more. I would sometimes freeze when she's around. Even my friends see how in love I am with her.
I don't know how I fell for her but she just has that something inside her that makes me just well love her.
1 month later~
Y/N P.O.V
I tried to get over him. I go to school and see him with his girlfriend Chana. I mean they look good together but I want to be with him. I can't because I'm not her. Honestly I did confess to him the other day even though he has a girlfriend and I got what I needed for me to stop falling for him.
Flashback~
"Rap Monster I have loved you since I was 10 years old. I don't know what you did to me to fall for you but I did. I fell for you. I don't know how to confess this but I like you Rap Monster."
"Well I'm sorry but we can't date you're to young to date me and it feels really weird to date a girl four years younger than me. I'm sorry." "No it's okay I understand."
Flashback ends~
He's been avoiding me which is okay. I knew he was going to be like that. As I try to forget about him I couldn't. 2 years later~
He graduated last year. I haven't seen him since graduation.
I got over him finally. I'm doing great without him in my life. Tonight my parents wanted me to go to a party with them. It was like a ball. Like in Cinderella.
When I got home, I went straight to taking a shower then got dressed in a beautiful ball gown ish dress. Put on light makeup and shoes and headed out with my parents.
When we got to the party they gave us masks and we put them on before entering the room. When we got in the room my mom called Rap Monster's mom.
When we finally found them my mom asked where Rap Monster was. She pointed towards a group with handsomely tall boys.
My mom told me to go towards them and hang out with them, but I didn't want to so I stayed by my parents side until we had to go sit on tables.
My parents were sitting with Rap Monster's parents and some other uncles and aunties so it was full. I had to go sit with the seven boys. "May I sit here please?" "Of course you may.
You sound familiar. Do u go to ( name the school) high?" "Uh yeah." "What's your name?" "Sorry but I prefer not to tell." "Come on I know everyone there.
Well I don't go there anymore but I do still remember people from my year." "Oh well my names Y/N." "Y/N!" "Yeah." "You don't remember me?" "Huh?" "Rap Monster." "Oh Rap Monster.
Hi it's been a while." "A while! It's been to long! We need to catch up maybe go get a drink or two?" "Yeah of course."
We kept on talking and talking until they announced for couples to come dance on the dance floor. "May I have this dance.
I mean I know we aren't a couple but hey it's dancing and I'm good at it." "No you're not." "Okay maybe not the best but I'm not so bad." "No your bad." "Okay okay I admit I'm bad can you just come on and please dance with me so that I don't look like a rejected guy by standing here for hours." "Okay gosh." I touched his hand and he pulled me up right away. He locked our hands together and led me to the dance floor. I didn't know how I should hold him like, but he knew how to hold me.
He put both of my hands on his shoulders while he put his hand on my waist. We then began dancing slowly to the rhythm. I wanted to rest my head on his shoulders so badly, but I didn't.
"You know if this makes you uncomfortable, make yourself comfortable." "No thanks I'm good." He then put his hand on my head and pushed my head to rest on his shoulders.
"What if my makeup stains your suit." "It's okay I'll just wash it." "But what if-" "No need to worry okay just make yourself comfortable." We then just continued to dance the night away.
After the party was done Rap Monster offered to take me home which I rejected, but then he fought back which made me do the same.
Before I could finish my sentence he picked me up bridal style and led me to his car. "You don't have to do this you know." "I insist." "Why?"
"Because we haven't seen each other for so long I just wanted to talk." "Okay. I have one question why did you reject me. I mean I know you had a girlfriend but the age thing does it really matter to you?"
"Umm how are you doing these days?" "Don't change the topic." "Okay, fine. The age thing didn't matter it was just that I was scared of what people think. I didn't want people to think that you're a freak for dating a guy 4 years older than you." "Was it really that or was it the opposite." "It was that. Why would it be the opposite?" "Im so done with you Rap Monster." I got out of the car since we were at my house already.
"Wait Y/N! I didn't mean it I'm sorry." "Sorry isn't enough." I continued to walk to the front door but got pulled back into a hug. "I really am sorry. I know a sorry isn't enough.
I don't know what else to give to give you." He pulled out of the hug and kisses me on the lips passionately. "But I do hope this is enough." "Maybe." "Will you please be my girlfriend?" "Yes but I have one question for you. Does age matter?" "No because love is stronger then age." "I love you Kim Namjoon." "I love you too Y/N."
