(I know this video isn't why marks in the hospital. Just go with it) Jacks POV "What do you mean he may not make it?" I yelled. She shrunk down, and I felt so bad. I walked over and hugged her. "I'm sorry. You know me. Loud mouth Jack a boy." She smiles and continues. "The, the alcohol didn't register correctly. So it completely damaged his system." She looked over at Mark. "Why didn't you take ur pills? You know your not allowed to drink without them! Your Korean body can't handle it!" Mark looked shocked. "S-sorry. I'm a super fan." He smiles. I missed that smile. "It's ok. I thought I did take my pills. But I accidentally took aspirin instead." She nod her head and looked at her board. "I'm. I'm so sorry." She said. Looking up at me. "It's ok. It's my fault for not protecting him." "Sean," Mark start. "No! I should have protect you! Helped you!" Tears filled my eyes. "I.. I gotta go." The nurse tried to grab my arm, but I pulled away. "Sean wait!" Mark yelled. But I ran out.
Marks POV I sigh. "You don't happen to have a camera do you?" "I actually do back at my office." "Can I make a video for my fans, telling them where I am." She nod and ran out of the room. She soon came back with a camera. "Ready when you are." She said, holding up the camera. "I'm ready." I saw the little light turn on. She was recording. "You recording? K. Hey guys. Really sorry to say but I've been in the hospital over night. It's about, 4am right now. I'm hooked up to a lot of scary looking machines but I don't want you guys to worry. I won't go into detail what's wrong with me but it's nothing life threatening." The girl holding the camera looked at me sharply. I swallowed my lie, trying not to worry the poor viewers. "Just involved a lot of pain came in really suddenly." Another lie. But they shouldn't worry. "Uh so I hope to be out of here, as soon as possible but if I miss some videos you know. There's nothing I can do about it. Cause I'm stuck here. They need to observe me and make sure that I'm ok and get some X-rays and what not. So soon as all that's taken care of and I'm back home, I should be 100% and I'll let you guys know. But just thanks guys for supporting me, I know I freaked some people put with the uh tweet and pictures that I put up there but, really truly I'm ok." I don't what them to worry! Don't judge! "And I'm gonna be ok. So thanks guys for watching. Bye." The light turned off, and she held down the recorder. "I don't want them to worry alright?" She nod. "I have a PC you can use to post this." "Thanks nurse.." "Nurse Jessica." (She's my school nurse, it came to mind.) "thanks nurse Jessica." She smiles and walks out. She comes in a little later with her PC. "The videos already on there. Just need to edit and post." "Thanks." I get a thumbnail, description, and link my video. And post it. Once I do, the girls phone goes off. "Heh. I got an update.." I chuckled, and so did she. She liked the video, and then asked, "do you want anything to eat?" "Yes please. I'm actually pretty hungry." "I'll be right back." She comes back with a warm soup bowl on a tray. "This was gonna be my lunch, but u need it more." "Thank you so much Jessica. What are you gonna eat?" She smiled "I got some money. There's a vending machine in the waiting room." "Ok. Thanks." I quickly ate it, and fell asleep. Not having anything to do.
Jacks POV I was all cried out. I had no more tears. I sat there. Numb. My depression was the worst it's ever been. Marks not getting out of the hospital any time soon. I carefully pick up a pad of paper, and a pencil. What I write has got to be perfect. Dear Markimoo. No. Dear Mark. Better I love you so much. And I'm sorry I put you in the hospital. It's all my fault. And I don't know if you'll make it or not. My phone goes off. I see that Mark post a video. I watch, and almost tear out my heart. I comment, "MARK!! YOUR NOT OK!! I SHOULD HAVE HELPED YOU, BUT I DIDNT!! AND LOOK AT YOU NOW!! IM SORRY MARK!!" A few people noticed my comment, and respond asking what I meant. I don't answer any. I searched online, for the Colorado Street Bridge. And find, it only to be about an hour away from me. I look at the time. 9:42 pm. I have post my videos. I print out directions. But make sure to get out the part that says, "also know, as suicide bridge." It's where many people have gone, to end there lives.
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I'm not making this shit up. (I don't really know how far from marks place it is tho) I head to marks bedroom, and write some more. "And I can't live with myself, knowing I hurt you. I'm sorry Mark, but this is good bye. I love you so much~ Sean. I put down the pen, and put the note on the kitchen counter. I decide I'm gonna walk there. A taxi would ask too many questions. I fall asleep, and wait for the sun to rise. I wake up the next morning, and grab the paper with the directions to the bridge. I walk out, with nothing, except directions. No phone. No glasses. Nothing. And I head to the Colorado bridge. The suicide bridge. My death area. Where I will end my life. My ticket, to another life. In another world.
