The Truth Behind The Past (Lee Jong Suk Fanfic)

C H A P T E R 4

I opened my right eye. The sun is shining bright in my room.

I still feel sleepy.. What time is it? Omo! It's already 10 AM! I still haven't started with my article about Mr. Lee Jong Suk!

I jumped out of bed. Prepared a cup of coffee then opened my laptop.

I gathered all the informations I got and tried to write.

Minutes passed. It's not even 1 paragraph! I'm being distracted by his smile that is still lingering in my mind.

I patted my cheeks. Wake up! I need to finish this today!

I stared at my laptop for a moment, tried to read my notes about him. As I was reading, I can still hear his voice in my head.

I typed everything while I can still feel like he's whispering everything about him in my ears.

Hours passed. Finally I finished it! It's already 12 nn! I'm really hungry, there's no food in here!

I took a shower and changed my clothes. I just wore my casual clothes. Plain red polo top, black jeans and brown flats.

I walked down the street, trying to find a place where delicious foods are served. I saw their 5 star restaurant. I looked inside through the glass door, everyone's wearing formal clothes. I remembered eating dinner with him last night. His face, his smile, his laugh, his voice and everything about him flashed back in my mind. I caught myself smiling.

I continued to walk and found a simple restaurant. I went in and ordered.

As I was waiting for my food, I looked around. Mr. Lee Jong Suk is there in the other table. He's looking at me and he's wearing the same smile from last night. Is this real? I rubbed my eyes and looked again. It's a different man looking at me.

I looked outside, it's him again! I closed my eyes hard nd looked again. It's not him again.

What's wrong with me?! Everywhere I look I see him! I shook my head hard.

"Miss, are you alright? Here's your food."

I looked up, the waiter is looking at me weirdly. Maybe he thinks I'm crazy! This is so embarassing!

I concentrated on my food and tried not to look around anymore.

When I finished eating, I went straight to our office.

As soon as I arrived, one of my officemate approached me. "Our boss wants to talk to you."

I entered our boss' office. He smiled brightly at me, he looked really happy.

"Ms. _____! The old you came back!" He said. "The article about Mr. Lee Jong Suk that you've sent me is like the articles that you've written before your boyfriend died. I've noticed that since your boyfriend died, you lost your passion for writing and evrything that you're sending me for the past two years is not as good as before. But this! It's perfect! I did not made a mistake in assigning this project to you."

"Really? Thank you very much." I bowed.

"Keep up the good work! For now there's no assignment for you. You can go home now and take a rest."

I smiled, bowed again and left the room.

I never felt this happy in my work for the past 2 years. I will treat myself!

I went to the mall and walked around.

In 2 days, I forgot about Jae Han. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.. I still don't know the truth.

I saw a familiar necklace and went in the botique to check it. It's similar with the necklace Jae Han gave me when he was still alive. Without noticing, tears dropped from my eyes.

"Hey, you're crying again!"

I turned around to see who's talking to me. It's my bestfriend _____

I wiped my tears and forced a smile.

"Eyyy, stop crying. Let's just eat! I'll treat you!" She pulled my wrist and we went to the food court.

"You're crying because you remebered Jae Han again? It's been 2 years ____ ah.."

"I know, I just can help it. Everytime I remember our memories together while he's still alive, tears just flow down on its own."

"I know that Jae Han was a good guy, and I'm sure he doesn't want to see you crying."

I forced a smile. "But you know, there's someone who made me smile yesterday and he even made me forget about Jae Han for a while. Somehow I feel wrong about it. I still can't find the truth behind the death of Jae Han. I'm still chained to the mystery of Jae Han's death and I still feel incomplete. I can't truly love someone if I'm incomplete inside. I'm still not sure about how I feel, maybe I'm just infatuated because he's a very nice man and a very down to earth person. Besides, it's impossible for me and that person to be together."

"Why are you doing this to yourself? You're the only one who can't let go. Don't forbid yourself from having feelings for someone again. You're still a human, you can still admire and love other people. What if that person can help you find the answer that you're looking for and you'll feel free again. By the way who is this someone? I'm curious." She giggled.

"You're the only one who'll know about this."

She nodded and she's full of excitement.

"Mr. Lee Jong Suk." I whispered.

"What?! The Vice president and the heir of JS group?" She was shocked.

"Shhhh.." I nodded.

"How did you met him?"

"Our first meeting is in the coffee shop. The second is when I interviewed him for my news article."

"Woah you're very lucky. What if he admires you too? Let's just hope for the best." She patted my hand.

I just shrugged. "Maybe we're just destined to meet for 2 times..."

She looked at her watch and her eyes widen. "Omo! I'm sorry ___ ah! I still need to go somewhere! I'll just call you, take care of yourself.."

She stood up and disappeared in the crowd.

I stood up and decided to go out of the mall also..