When you sit here seeing ur parents at night struggling because they have lost someone that meant a lot to them . When they didn't even know what for when u sit at there bedroom door thinking why did this happen to them, why was it us that it happen to why. Then one day ur sitting there thinking that you have notice it was for a good cause but ur still think that u have lost way to many and that just was to hard for you. And u still didn't now what to do so you still sitting there trying to get over it but u never did.
