You Actually Left

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Dear Blue-Eyes,

I don't really know what to say here. I can feel all of my emotions resurfacing. It's so overwhelming, honestly. Maybe because I haven't felt like this in awhile. It's funny: As soon as I started to write the first few words, I crumbled. Look, I know how I ended the first letter. I'll admit that- that I thought it would be the last time I'd ever have anything to do with you and... I guess I couldn't let that happen. You were starting to fade. Not just from my memory, like mental stuff, but the emotional part of me. I don't... react to you the same way I used to, and honestly, I miss it. I miss you. It's stupid, right? Stupid that I want you to come back to me, even if it's only for a little while. Even if you'll just leave me again. Even if you'll just hurt me again.

Love,

Dreamer


I know this is really short... I'll update again when I have the chance. Hopefully, it'll be longer. 

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