Dean x Readers {Request Open}

The Forgotten Memories part. 2

WARNING: Slight trigger warning!!!

You stop at the Firebird Motel five hours away. You literally ransacked I small liquid store. You take all of the liquor when you get inside and drink. Every time you finished a bottle you throw it against the wall. You wanted this pain to go away. It was bundled in your chest. You fact that you always thought how can a man like him love you if you can't even love yourself. Next thing you knew you collapse on the dirty disgusting floor full of glass and plastic. You probably got cut but you were so drunk you can see anything or feel anything.

Next morning you hear a knock on the door. You couldn't get up. You were so sore and tired. You ignore it. Then you hear the locked being picked. You started to cry not wanting to see Dean again. The door opens room see Sam. He runs up to you and helps you up.

"What happened to you." You grab for the bottle and take a huge swig.

"Dean."

"What did he say."

"He can home with a girl last night. He told me I was pushy, bossy, stupid, annoying, clingy, a whore and humiliating to me, my brother and Castiel calling yourself a hunter." You said. Crying take a liquor break.

"He said he used me for the sex. Just like I'm doing to that slut at the door. He also said he'll show her more of him then he showed me times twelve. Then said news flash Y/ N I don't love you." That was it the last line broke you. You literally feel you air get knocked out of you.

"I'm sorry Isabel... I thought that was you last night. I completely left the bunker I didn't want to hear all that." He gripped me in a tight hug.

"Sam I can't drink my whiskey."

"No more drinking." He lets go of you. He looks down at his shirt. Blood. He looked over at you and see you have multiple cuts on you abandon.

"Y/ N your bleeding." Sam said. You look down and shrug.

"I don't care anymore." You said truly. Since what happen you can't feel any emotion Dean's words broke you.

"I do go take a shower and stitch them up." You groan and you compile.

After you finished Sam brought you the outfit he brought for you. You thank him and get dressed. You come out and get in the Impala.

"So where are we going?"

"Home. I found out why Dean said those things. It was a spell that not only forget their biggest desire by try to make the desire kill it's self." You look at Sam with hope.

"He loves me. He actually loves me."

"That is what the spell means" you smile big.

"Let's get my Batman back." You said.

You get home, Sam makes you sit in the car till he got the cure to work. And hour later Dean comes running in. You get out and jump in his arms. He kisses you deeply and tears falls though his eyes.

"Y/ N what I said I didn't mean what so ever. I think the op-" He was cut off by you kissing him.

"No more witch hunts." You say. Dean chuckles.

"I promise"