I wake up every day regretting that the previous restless night hadn't been my last. I'm aware I sound like an ungrateful prick, however, sometimes I wish I could switch with someone that truly yearns to live.
I haven't been around much. Or have I?
Time is irrelevant. Spending it with no goals, thrills, expectations, or dreams is a waste.
I don't need to continue this farce, yet deep inside I silently scream...
pleading for someone─ anyone ─to hear my cry; to help me cope with these feelings.
I must have a purpose, a destiny. Instead, I'm here... existing. Exhaustingly going day by day.
Empty...
Surrounded by people constantly and it just feels lonely. Some just stick around for selfish reasons and the ones that care... clueless. To society, I'm the happiest person alive. To my "friends" and colleagues, the flame of their ever-burning envy.
'The one who has it all,' Is one of the many things I've been called.
Like if any of it matters... Money and riches cannot buy real happiness. Land and big houses don't shield you from the reality of what you try to ignore.
Power...
Power to gain. Power to control. Power to take. Power to destroy.
What good is power when you're the most powerful? Yes. None can hurt you, but none can challenge you either. I would prefer the hurt over this dull peace. A peace that will last forever... and so will I.
Eternity is what awaits me. Immortality, my curse. A curse that I have no idea where it comes from along with my powers.
Is there someone like me out there that understands how I feel? That could show me the way to live, or... should I even be alive?
I am alone in this accursed life... and alone I will remain 'till the end of times...
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