Nerdy Popstar Marcel

Chapter 3: Feelings

A/N: Hiya peeps here is the next chapter sorry I didn't update yesterday I had school and crap so here it is go ahead read READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok you don't have to now but you better read. :)

Chapter 3: Feelings

Marcel's P.O.V

I woke up to see Sadie next to me my arms wrapped around her small waist her keeping me warm. I smiled and brushed my mess of curls out of my face I don't get why she said last night I looked cute I looked like a behemoth but still my heart skipped a beat I don't know why but I think I like her a girl I only met a couple of days ago. A girl with beautiful blue eyes and long dirty blonde hair and a smile that always lit up the room.

Soon I heard a murmur and Sadie wriggle around in my arms she turned to me and open her pretty blue eyes. She smiled and hugged me and mumbled " Thank you Marcel"

"No problem" I said still hugging her with my hands around her waist I then thought I need to talk to her about my feelings for her.

"Sadie can we talk" I said whispering in her ear lightly.

"Yea" she said.

"Ok Sadie I only met you a couple days ago but I kinda...kinda....." But she startled me by blurting out.

"What Marcel!"

" Ikindalikeyou" I said quickly.

"What" she asked confused.

" I kinda like you" I said in a normal tone staring into her amazing eyes.

She stared at me wide eyed like I just said something crazy.

"Marcel I'm sorry but I don't feel the same way" she said and ran off crying and left still in my shirt. I felt like my heart was just ripped out of my chest. </3

Sadie's P.O.V

I ran as fast as I can and drove home he told me he liked me it was a lie a cold-hearted lie he doesn't like me he only met me a couple days ago. When I opened the door I plopped down on my bed and cried my heart hurt my everything hurt I felt like I have been crushed. I thought I had no regret but I did and it packed a punch a big one.

I cried in my pillow till my eyes fluttered shut and my sobs slowed down and I fell into complete darkness.

Marcel's P.O.V

I cried when I heard those words my heart sank completely it was my fault everythings my fault. Anger boiled inside me and in no time I had a new whole in my wall I then just crashed to the ground and sobbed I never felt this bad about a girl before. I mean I had a girlfriend in 5th grade named Becca she was a total geek like me so we ended up dating she stole my first kiss and I stole hers but when we broke I never felt like this. Sadie was special she has to be if I felt like this I needed to drown the pain and sorrow somehow..................................Beer.

I decided I should go to a club I could use that fake ID my sis Gemma got me in case I went out with friends. But there is a better way to handle this card to drown all the memories bullying, rude comments, Nick, and Sadie.

I put on some clothes my mum bought me in case I changed my style why does everybody want me to change I muttered. The clothes were a Rolling Stones tee and some black skinny jeans I kept my hair the same and put on the backup contacts I had if I broke my glasses.

I grabbed my jacket and headed to the club in my moms old van Club Ice. I parked in the parking lot and walked up to the front doors and showed the guard my ID and got in I smiled tonight was going be a great night.

Sadie's P.O.V

I awoke to my mom shaking me like a rag doll I groaned and got up and bursted into tears right in front of her. She soon sat down and put one arm around me and pulled me in.

"Sadie what's wrong" she said looking at me with concern in her eyes.

"I don't want to talk about it" I said sweetly and pushed her arm away.

"Ok sweetheart love you" she said getting up and leaving.

I just sat there and stared into space just thinking did I feel the same toward him? What did I feel toward him?

* The Next Morning*

Marcel's P.O.V

I woke up to feeling of nasiousness I rose up out of my bed and tumbled into my bathroom and puked my guts out. I then looked in the mirror and saw I was a complete mess I had bags under my eyes and my eyes were a dull gray. I must've partied hard and enough to have a hangover I sobbed in the bathroom for at least an hour my fault I muttered when I sobbed in till I stopped.

I needed to leave tomorrow I had school and I would have to see Sadie awkward. I needed to go to East Wegem Academy I called my sister and asked if I could start school there tomorrow and she said yes she also said they always wanted me to go to there school and they were glad I decided too.

Suddenly memories of Sadie flashed in my head her blue eyes, her hair, her everything. I then ran in my room and wrote a song for her and recorded it in case she comes here or anything then I started packing.

I would miss Sadie more then anything but this was for her sake and my sake.

Sadie's P.O.V

I didn't get any sleep I was crying the entire night I think my face is red as a tomato from all my tears. I miss him and his cheeky smile and his jokes that made me smile everytime I heard one. My heart sunk deep and I cried more I miss him so much I cried till darkness came again.

* The Next Day*

Marcel's P.O.V

Today was the day I would be leaving to go to the academy I smiled one last time at my house and said goodbye to my mum. Then I got in my sisters car and we drove to the academy it was huge I smiled but inside I was dieing.

"Marcel I got your room key and stuff oh and you'll have a roomate." She said sweetly.

" Ok who is it" I said curious.

"It's some guy name Louis Tomlinson" she said.

Wonder if this guy was nice and wasn't a bully.

A/N: DUN DUN DUN!!!!!! Cliffhanger who's Louis? Is he a bully? What is the song? So many questions what are the answers I guess you'll have to find out in the next chapter peeps! Love and Peace <3

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