Heyy
This is my "first" fanfic and I hope it isn't so bad.
I know there are a lot High School AU so I try to write it little different then the most others^^
That means Cas isn't the typical Nerd but that is the only thing that I say it now ;)
DESTIEL HIGH SCHOOL AU
It was just another day. Nothing special just so always, my older Gabriel drives me to school and he goes to work.
High School is difficult okay isn't it for anyone? But for my its a little different because I'm gay. Yeah as where High School bad enough mostly every boy in the school hates me and thinks I'm sick, disgusting and rape other boys at the locker room.
But as I said that or mostly of the boys, not all. There are my best Chuck, Balthazar, few other boys that gives a f*ck at all and Dean Winchester okay I think the reason why he don't hate me, he has no clue that I exist.
And that's the big problem I have a crush on him actually it's more then just a crush I love him but can you love someone who doesn't even know that you exist? I always ask myself that question and the answer is always the same yes. Then I love him, I love everything about him the way he smiles when he talks with his best friend Benny. How kind and protective he is over his little brother Sam. I love his freckles. I love the sound of his voice even he never actually talked to me. I just love everything about him.
And none knows about that. Except Charlie one of my best friends too. She's amazing, she is such a good person. She is always there when if I just want to complain about how hart it is too love Dean or just random stuff she is always there.
I really want to tell Balthazar and Chuck about my crush. But I can't I don't even know why I just can't. And it feels like I'm hiding something from them what is actually true I'm hiding something from them that's not good because I shouldn't hiding something from them they are my best friends I can trust them, It's just ugh I have no idea.
And there is my family. Yeah wouldn't win the award for the family of the year. Actually we have not even parents. Our mother died by my birth and our father left us a few years later. So it was just my oldest brother Michael, Gabriel in the middle and the youngest me. After both of our parents where away Michael became the custody for us Gabriel was 10 and I was 5. It wasn't really easy, Michael is much older then me was 18 at that point he really had no pleasure to take care of us so we must take care of our self. It wasn't a easy time we were really young and we had no one that said us what was right or false, no one that actually cared about us. It wasn't so hard for my me then for him because I had him, he was always there for me he cared about me. The first two years uncle Crowley but then he left us, we still don't know why. When Crowley left us Gabriel was 12 and I 7 years old Michael still gave us money, but he wasn't there we still lived in the house that we born, the house who our father screamed at me that everything were my fault when he was drunk the house were our father punched Gabriel because he tried too protect me. But we had no choice we must live in this house, until my brother was old enough.
But enough I must go to my first class in the morning. Geography by mister Singer, I hate geography.
