Well, in a few hours I will be on my way to high school and to be honest I'm feeling good. Beside the fact I'm worry that he will in there. I'm not saying I have a crush on him... Because I don't but I just don't feel comfortable around him. He makes me feel like I'm about to die. My chest stars to hurt and I start sweating and shaking. I've been praying to God that he isn't in any of my classes. It's terrible being in the same room with him. I haven't had a crush on years. Kinda lying I don't have a crush on luke hemmings, but like that's ever going to happen. Seriously I haven't had a real crush on anyone. I guess it's the fact that I don't like whet win living. I hate it, I don't feel safe but what can I do about? I'm just waiting until I graduated and get the hell out of here. Go somewhere where no one knows me and start fresh. I wonder how it feel to actually love some one. The love that's hard to have... That's the real love. Or at least that's what I've hear, in movies and books. But those are movies and books this is real life. There are no happy endings on this world. I just wish we were all born with a tattoo s identical to our soul mates, so we could find each other rather than wasting our time on people who don't care about us.
We will see how the fist day goes...
Hopefully good👍🏽...
