I woke up and I was still in Weston's arms I slowly got up and did the same ruitine I went downstairs and saw Mario cooking "Mornin chef selman " " Mornin cutie how's U sleep " "good"
I sat on the island and he walked up to me " get ready after u eat " he said grabbing my waist " why " you'll see " he kissed my check. And went back to cooking I felt some one jump behind me and I scrame "OMFG WESTON DONT DO THAT SHIT" sorry he said sitting next to me "so what we doing today "well ME &MARIO are gonna do sum " oh " well Ill call my girlfriend and I. Guess I'll hang with her then " my face dropped and I felt like I got stapled in the heart" u..um u have a girlfriend I said not looking up from my phone ". " yea " "cool " I looked up at Mario and he was hard core staring at me he grabbed my arm and pulled me to the patio in the back yard " u like Weston " wtf no I don't" yes u do " no I don't " "yes u do " no I don't I like u " I regret saying that so I ran upstairs to my room and locked it I ran to my bathroom and looked for my blade and slit my wrist 3 x and my stomach 4x I cleaned up and changed into Nike spandex and my merch hoddie that was tye dye and said tlg tour 2k16 on the back with all city's and dates and the front said Liz rennea selman and then under it said 1999 (pretend that's when I was born 😂 idk ) I cleaned the blood off the sink and layed In bed and decided to go live after about 2 hours of going I heard the door open "we still on for tonight " "I guess I said looking at Mario "os that a no " I muted the broad cast " u know I would never stand u up " "so it's a yes " "duh " we laughed and joined the broad cast after about 30 min I got readyI put my bathing suite on and white higwasted shorts with a black crop top over and grabbed my phone and put it in my v.s. Bag along with lotion a towel sandles and my polorly I walked down stairs and went to the kitchen and saw Weston "Heyy , what's that " he said pointing at my stomach I looked and saw my cuts "oh um I used to have a dog " "oh cool " yea " I saw Mario coming down stairs and ran upstairs " wtf Liz u good " "yea give me a sec" I said screaming from my room I grabbed my makeup bag and rubbed consiler and foundation on all my cuts it was water proof so it was ok I walked back down stairs and grabbed my phone "ready " yea " we drove off and he told me we were going to the beach earlier so yea when we got there and he layed out a big beach towel I took off my shorts and crop top my phone rang and I answered
"hello "
"Hey it's Weston "
"Oh Heyy what's upp "
"Wanna get ice cream later "
" um sure "
"K sounds good bye shorty "
" Bye butthole ".
I then saw Mario look at me up "cool tattoos " "oh um thanks " what do they mean " "well I have four the one on the back of my shoulder it's a dream catcher and my mom has the same one but um I moved here bc well she's in jail so yea ." Oh um sorry " it's ok " "and the one behind my ear is the day my gramps passed away and the one on my side is the lines /voices of my mom saying ily and imy and the one on my left shoulder says scars are tattoos with better stories " "wow I like that " I laughed and layed on the towel " and what other precings do u have " "a belly a nose and a both my left ear has 3 and my right one has 8 " "wow " "what " " us unique and beautiful and adventurous and funny " "I laughed and kissed his check " thank u now come on I wanna show u something " I grabbed his hand and led him to this cave type thing there was lights so we could see we sat in the sand and there was this whole that let u see the sky "wow it's beautiful he said " " Ik I promised my mom and grampa I'd bring someone special here " "aww thanks lizz wait howd u know about this place " he asked " when I was 13 I had found out about my mom and dad and my grandpa raised me and my mom and so we wanted to bring him back here he was born in Columbia and. Raised here then moved to Texas so me and my mom came down here for 2 weeks and learned about him and he took us here and told us why he would come here and while we were here my dad called me and said he was getting married to ur mom and I had a melt down because that's the only time he ever called me and I thought there would be a chance between him and my mom so yea them when we went back home he passed away " I felt a hot tear and tried holding it in but failed he pulled me in and said it would be ok he pulled my chin up and cleaned my tears off and then his soft lips touched mine we kissed and it felt good
After what felt like forever we pulled away I smiled and so did he "um Liz " "yea " "ur dad and my mom are
Splitting up " "wait what " "um ya i heard them talking last night " " wait so who's gonna move " " both of us " "what do u mean " "ur going back to Texas " "what no no I don't wanna leave u " I said with tears rushing down my face where are U gonna go " I said in bettween sobs "I'm moving to Austin Ima live next door to Zach " "s s so ur gonna live 4 hours away from me " " yea " I quickly got up and ran to the cAr I waited for Mario to come but he wouldn't so I called my dad
Daddy 💞😭: hey baby what's up
Liz : Can u pick me up
Daddy💞😭: are u ok where are u
Liz: ya I'm ok I'm just Tiered I'm at the beech about 10 min away
Daddy 💞😭: ok on my way be there in 10
Liz :ok
I went to grab my bag and waited by the parking lot I saw my dads car and ran to him I got on when I noticed boxes in the back I broke down in tears " I don't wanna leave mario nacha or cat please dad " "I'm sorry nanny but we have to " "no I don't wanna go back u don't know the real reason i came here dad " " sure I do bc of ur mom " "NO NO ITS NOT SHE MIGHT BE IN JAIL BUT THATS NOT WHY I COULDVE STAYED WITH MY COUSINS AND AUNTS BUT I DIDNT ITS BECAISE OF JOSEPH MY EX WE WERE DAYING FOR 4 years ever scense 8 the grade AND THEM HE UM HE HE TOKE MY VIRGINITY AT A PARTY WHILE I WAS DRUNK AND THEN HE MADE A RUMOR PPL AT SCHOOL STARTED CALLING ME SLUT WHORE THOT SO I MOVED HERE " he started driving and once we got home I grabbed some boxes and just ran upstairs. When I heard a knock "Go away " it's Weston " "come in " I quickly wiped my tears and looked up " whtats up " " let's go " oh ok give me 20 min " "ok I'll be in the guest room " I ran to the restroom and washed my face and looked in the mirror "slut Thot Whoree "all theses thoughts where coming back I opened my cabinets and grabbed pills I toke 2 of them and changed
Into a blue floral haulter with a pink skater outfit and real vans and a gray sweater over and left my braclets on to cover my scarsI grabbed my penny board and phone and walked downstairs I saw weaton waiting at the door and saw Mario talking with my dad "Ima go get ice cream with Weston dad and Ima pick up more boxes on my way back " I said a cleaning my tear "ok be home in an hour it's already 8pm " " ok bye " bye stay safe "ok " we got on our boards and left to hey ice cream once we were there I got 2 scoops of cookies and cream with sprinkles and Weston got 2 scoops of vanilla with sprinkles I took a pic and posted it in snapchat (add me btw @lb200315 😂) and captioned it "bestfrewnd knows when to come through love u 💞 @weston " we were going to the park and sat on a bench we were talking about me moving and I explained my past back in Texas "damn let me know if he touches u again and Ima get his ass " I laughed and then I felt his lips on mine 🙄