Exo Experience

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"Kai stop" I laughed under Kai. He kept tickling me not giving up.

"Please, I'm gonna pee" I begged through laughs. He was laughing at my reaction but I was so serious. I could feel my bladder failing.

"Please Kai" I begged one last time. I really don't think I can hold it any longer. I'm crying literally from all this laughter.

"Could you love birds chill" Suho commented walking past. Kai let up for a second distracted by Suho. I quickly took that time to escape and run to the bathroom. I eagerly unzipped my pants and relieved myself sighing. I shook then washed my hands. I walked out and saw Kai leaning on the wall.

"You really did have to pee" he pushed off chuckling.

"I hope you weren't spying on me" I smirked.

"Maybe" he winked. I just chuckled at what he said. I really hope he didn't that would be creepy. Not even cute.

"I didn't spy on you I just thought you were trying to get away" he nudged me.

"I was I told you I had I pee" I laughed.

"I thought that was a lie so I could stop" he walked behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Don't tickle me" I said sternly.

"I won't I just want to hold you" he leaned his head in my neck. He was breathing on my and it felt good, it gave me tingles. Not to mention how it felt to be held by him.

"Creep" I joked pulling away rushing to the couch. I heard him huff in the background but he still followed me. I sat down on the couch and he laid down planting his head on my lap.

"Play with my hair until I fall asleep" he closed his eyes. I slowly combed my hand through his hair looking only at him even though the tv was on. He's beautiful, and sweet, and funny, and fun. Too bad I have a boyfriend. God Jordan would kill me if he saw Kai and I.

He's all the way back in America. I miss him, maybe that's why I'm thinking about Kai in this way. I couldn't actually have real feeling for him while I'm in a relationship. After a while his mouth opened and his breathing got slower and heavier. He couldn't have fallen asleep that fast. I removed my hand to see if he was actually asleep. He was. Kiss him. Maybe if I kiss him I'll know if these feelings are real.

I leaned over and softly kissed him. It's not like he would be mad, he likes me. And it's just a kiss. His lips were soft and they felt good. It didn't feel awkward. It felt like I was just relieved of a lot of stress. What stress though? Stress of realizing I don't like him or that I actually do. But if I don't why am I still kissing him.

I felt his lips twitch and I quickly popped my head up. Oh no please still be asleep. I slowly opened my eyes and his eyes were opened looking at me. I didn't know how to react so I just abruptly stood up. He rolled onto the floor with a loud thud.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry" I screeched hopping over him. I quickly ran to Chen's room and locked the door behind me. I leaned against the door breathing heavily.

"Yo, we're all over the internet. All of those trailer, and teasers, photo shoots, and mini interviews really put us out there. I guess these last two months of no sleep and non stop training and filming is paying off" he spoke ecstatically! His face then changed once he realized I wasn't experiencing the same feeling as him.

"What happened" Chen put aside his laptop?

"I kissed Kai" I walked over to his bed.

"You didn't" he sat up shocked.

"I did" I sat down in front of him.

"What the hell? Did you and Jordan break up" he asked?

"No" I covered my face.