some times i feel like humanity shouldn't have existed because we spread like wild fire and kill everything that is in our path. but there are those few special moments that remind me that we can also be like seeds, as we make our way through life some of us plant trees and flowers. some people shine like the sun and their smile can be blinding because its so bright. others have a frown so dark and eyes so void of light that you never want to see anything again. i feel that i can be in both of those moods. my life has been full of pain and happiness but i feel like dysphoria looms over me like the dark void or death.
