Born for you

Confusion

Dear Diary, February 13, 2016

RING!!! OMG! I'm not even sure if I slept well last night with a face like a messed up ghost in the house. Think I might've been thinking about the rumour or maybe it was just a nightmare. While walking on the way to school, I see many kids around playing soccer or football and handball as usual like nothing new ever shows up at this school. Just that time I bumped into Kevin on the gate of the school and I fell down looking worse than I was in the mirror. I was in such a pain right after all the trouble in my head in the sickbay yesterday. I saw Kevin and granted me his hand for me to stand up as I clearly accepted it wholeheartedly as he was my prince charming of my life. OMG! This will be the most memorable bump I will ever have in my head sigh.... Just then I feel a tight pinch like on my pinkie as it reminded me of Jonas yesterday, as well as thinking that Kevin was the one for me!!! EEK! I hope so but then I hear Jonas' little brother's voice in a distance calling out my name. I said hi but as soon as I looked up to his parents, I looked at Jonas first and looking quite blush as it made me wonder what I did yesterday to make him look like that. I showed respect to his parents by getting their hand and knock it on my forehead as a sign of respect to elders. After that, I turned around and walked as quick as I can like a penguin since my legs were hurting from all the running from tutoring. No wonder why I ran, oh wait that was because I was going to be late for tutoring WITH JONAS...

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I looked back at him.He stared at me for a while, seems to look close to my face and I checked if I was blushing but I didn't seem to know so I just went to the toilet quickly to wonder if I was. I checked it and I was red. I have no idea why so I just went out and started to just go up the stairs and put my bag where we usually line-up.

Assembly started off with a music as it is our bell from now on. I was the first one to sit down in my class because basically they were all busy talking to each other and unlike me I had to be alone. I spent the whole assembly looking down on my crossed legs and started to just gather the sand from students' shoes which are pretty disgusting but a lot of students does that. The whole time we were walking up to our classroom I was trying to fix my ears as the boys around me where they were talking to each other the whole time so loudly. I'm not even sure if I can hear anymore throughout this year UGH... While having my face look like a potato head they were this group of girls who came up on to me and said hi and it did make me feel welcome on a new day. I glanced at them and gladly say "hi" as I was thinking to have a bunch of friends. It was then that wish came true and we had lots of fun.

We had so much fun at class and it was even much more fun for me because I get to work for Hamster (now Kevin's name). Jonas' name is now transferred as Squirrel because every time he runs he looks like he has a bushy tail behind him since his butt is always poking out so high. I think the second day will turn out to be a perfect day for me since I was with Hamster. Class went out and recess came out and I hung out with my friends just sitting down and talking to each other but then I noticed something about my friends before my new group of friends. I noticed that I should go to them but then my new friends told me to just stay with them since my friends weren't even worth it. I wondered what that meant so I had to make an excuse to go to the bathroom AGAIN and it seems that I need to upgrade my excuses. I took my way to the stinky bathroom and took a sip from the bubblers and I saw some girls waving their wet hands around that it even got a quarter of my hair wet. All I did was let down my hair and just tied up some piece of my hair up and let the rest out.