I get in his truck and we start driving. It's silent for a while until Dakota breaks the silence and says
"Do you love me?"
"I don't know" I say as I look towards my window. He grabs my shoulder turns me towards him and says
"You have to love me or I'll make you love me you love me say you love me!"
"I love you" I say quietly because I'm scared he might hurt me again.
"Do you mean it?" He asks looking sad
"Yea" I say but I don't really mean it at least I don't think I meant it no I don't mean it and I don't wanna end up with another womb. We just keep driving and then I say
"Do I get my phone back?"
"Maybe when I know I can trust you not to run" he says and keeps driving.
It's quest the rest of the ride but finally I get bored and fall asleep.
****
"Wake up come on wake up" I feel someone shaking me. I look up and there's Dakota waking me from the long car ride. I look up and I see that we're at a Victoria secret great.
"Ok here's what's gonna happen we're gonna walk in like a happy couple buy you some cloths then go home and have some fun if you know what I mean and no running!" He says looking me in the eyes. I nod and unbuckle and hop out of the truck.
H puts his arm around my shoulder and put my head against his chest and we walk I . I grab some bras and the next thing I know Dakota's gone. I grab some T-shirts, sweat pants, skinny jeans,socks,a pair of UGS, a pair of tennis shoes and a hair brush. Then I look down a couple exiles and I find Dakota in the luxury eile. He has about 3 or 4 pairs of "sexy cloths" as he would call them. I wake up to him and say
"Are you ready?"
He looks at my arm full of cloths and says
"Yea let's go"
We go up to the cashier and pay. We get I the truck and put the stuff in the back seat. We're driving and we turn down a road in the woods and we stop.
"Why are we stopping?" I ask confused.
He hops in the back and puts the cloths on the front seat.
"Come back here with me " he says as he motions me over to him. I unbuckle and hop into the back. I try to sit as far away from him as humanly possible but he just scoots closer every time.
"Why do you act so scared?" He says squishing closer into my side.
"One your gonna make me bleed if you squish my side any harder and two you kidnapped me!" I say feeling scared.
"One if you sat on my lap I wouldn't push and I didn't kidnap you I just loved you so much I had to have you!" He says
I sit on Dakota or I might start bleeding again and he might get mad for staining his seat.
"That's better now your gonna kiss me.. A lot then I'm gonna give you a hickey then were gonna go home and have some fun" he says then winks I feel disgusted.
I just wanna get it over with so I close my eyes and dive right in but I don't imagine it as Dakota I imagine it as Shane oh no I don't wanna start liking my kidnappers friend I don't know I'm just confused.
I start kissing him his lips were so soft I actually like it I actually like Shane I knew I did. But then I opened my eyes and saw the beast Dakota and felt disgusted again I closed my eyes and imagined it was Shane giving me a hickey I loved it,but then I reopen my eyes and my fantasy ends.
After that was over we drove home.
****
"Go put this on" he says handing me a see through tank top and short. I put them on I feel so exposed but then I just go lay in bed.
He lays on top of me and starts kissing my neck with little wet kisses. I push him away waiting for the blow but surprisingly nothing happened so I open my eyes and he says
"What's wrong don't you wanna have fun with me?"
" I just don't feel good" I say looking sad.
"Fine maybe some vodka will help."He says then gets off me and walks out. I just roll over and fall fast asleep trying to forget about tonight.
