Ending up black and blue (emo love story)

Xavier pov ****

"Truth is guys ... That I was going to cut ..."

Jodie's eyes widened her bottom lip twitched and tears began to spill out.. it killed me.

She held her jumper covered hands up to her eyes and began to cry, I grabbed her by the arms and pulled her close.

She cried into my chest.

I felt so damn bad ! Why the fuck did I do this to everyone !!

I finally managed to stop Jodie's tears and calm sky and Julie down.. then we sat down to relax a bit .

Sky hugged me and wispered to me "it's ok bro we all still love you"

Even though I hated it when he went soppy like that I felt kinda good after he said it.

After a while I realised we hadn't took any drugs what so ever!

I got up and pulled Jodie with me she still looked kinda sad.

Jodie's pov ******

I just couldn't believe he was going to cut.. I thought I made him happy... I thought he knew how much I care for him...

"Xavier baby... why... why were you going to cut ... was it my fault?"

I said almost whispering with sadness in my voice.

"NO BABY NO FUCK NO !!! IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT HONEY DON'T THINK THAT !!! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF!!!"

Xavier shouted with tears in his eyes as he grabbed me and held close to his chest, I could hear his heart beating fast and violently. I hugged him tight and then looked deep into his beautiful blue eyes.

We kissed passionately and once he pulled away I looked up at him and said

"So... Why were you... gonna..cut?"

He simply said

"Because I love you."

I griped him tight again and whispered

"I love you too Xavier"

He picked up the bong from the table and picked up his lighter too, he flipped open the silver rectangle and the flame flickered in front of us, I looked into is eyes with the flame reflecting in them it looked almost demonic, but not quite some how his eyes made him look innocent.

He lit the bong and took the first go.

He seemed to hold it in for a really long time and then as he breathed out he breathed out though his nose which looked so funny!

I tried and coughed and spluttered again -_-

He giggled at me and let me try again but this time I managed fine.

Sky pov ******

I got up and went to smoke the bong, I pulled Julie along behind me and stood her beside me as I lifted the bong.

Xavier and Jodie went to the sofa and sat down, I found my silver lighter that matched Xavier's and then I let Julie have the first go.

I blasted blink 182 and fall out boy, until we forgot what happened with Xavier and were high as kites.

Then Xavier being the crazy fucker that he is suggested about trashing tesco and as we were of our heads everyone thought it was a fucking great idea!

We left the house with black hoodies on, I carried on with Xavier pretending to fight with him the hole way there I even made him give me a piggy back ride until Jodie got jealous and have me a wedgie.

Then all I could hear was Julie laughing her head off at me as I picked her up.

We finally got to tesco and walked in with our hoods up, me and Xavier have done this many times but this time the girls were with us and it was there first time so we had to keep it simple.

We all ran around messing the place up and running from the cops but before we left I picked up a bottle of vodka and a few cans of monster then we ran like fuck to get away laughing are heads off all the way!

Once we got home I took the bottle of vodka and monster out of my bag and mixed them.

Everyone had a drink and then we were all drunk and high. Last thing I remember was putting a condom on and fucking Julie while Xavier done the same to Jodie then we all just fell asleep.

Xavier pov****

Ughhhh. I had a hangover that hurt my head like a bitch but I still managed to crawl outta bed and get a drink of water.

Jodie was a mess, she lay there dying for like 4 hours before getting up. I mean I know I'm bad when it comes to a hangover but Jesus Christ.

The whole day sucked we lay around in a state and didn't move far from our rooms. I guess that's what we get.