Giovanna's POV
Why does this happen to me? There is nothing wrong with me. Is there? Maybe? It rains a lot where I live. So I look out my window and see the rain falling from the sky like a waterfall. Sometimes I wish I was the rain because it is free. It has no regrets, responsibilities, and obstacles. Life to me is like a person. It can be beautiful on the outside, but ugly in the inside. I live in a small town. My town is like the ones in the movies with a middle and high school, a bakery, and little stores. I hate it. Nothing exiting happens here. I want to have a meaningful life. Without the plastic people and imposters,but with the dreamers and artists. But there is one thing that is holding me back. That is fear. Fear is the worse emotion that I have. It controls me like I am a puppet and it is the puppet master. My fear is everything. I just don't have a fears of things, but experiences. That started in freshman year of high school. No it was not gossip, jelousy, or hatred that made break in the inside. It was that period whem my little sister died from cancer. When that happend I thought my world was crumbling down and I would fall with it. Now it was just my mom and I. My father abandoned my mom and I because he felt that there was too much responsibility in being a parent and he couldn't handle it. I learned how to deal with it and I hardly thing about his coward self. Now my mom found a job in a town in Arizona. I don't really care about moving because my town sucked. It was full of snobby people that believed that they were better than the rest of people because they had a lot of money and luxuries. My mom has always told me since I was a little girl that the best luxury you can have is knowing your true self. I think about that statement everyday and ask myself the question everyone asks themselves is Who Am I ? I know that I am me, but what makes me, Me? Maybe a new scenery may change me and make me the person I was meant to be. Or will I fall like a raindrop?
