"Zayn!....Zayn!...Zayn get your ass back here now!".I ignored her and just kept riding away on my bike now giving a fuck anymore.I'm tired of the lame ass bullshit that she brings to the new table.I'm tired of feeling like I'm not when I am with her but really dreaming of being with someone else.So as I ride away on my bike away from her she can be sure that this is the last of me from her.Riding down the hill in the dark I take ever last moment to be free by yelling random things in the street and trying to push anything that is in my way.Neighbors looked and yelled at me but I never cared.Instead just doing me.I arrive at me destination shoving my bike aside and looking up at the stars.It's really amazing how you can take your mind off things just by looking up at night."Damn" I say to myself.I sometimes wish I was the star.Shinning so bright.The only thing that is pretty at night.But as soon as I shut my eyes and get distracted there she is having that same angry face on.What the hell did I do now.Her and her moodswings and worries got me like hell.I know I am the most loving and caring boyfriend that she will ever have.But she will never be the caring,sweetest,loving girlfriend that I will ever have.It's time to move on.It's mine time.It's now time to put myself first instead.Me befour you.
