I woke up around 7am worrying about Alfie. He was coming home today and I was so scared what Alfie was going to say to me. He hadn't liked my tweet. I checked my messages and omg I couldn't believe it my heart started thumping out of my chest. Alfie has text me. "I'm coming homeX"
the kiss on the end of that text meant everything.
then I got a text from Joe, joe was very understanding he knew me more than anyone and I would never not be loyal I a relationship. he asked me how I was doing, so I called him and we talked for a while probably for about 2 hours on FaceTime , straight. It's great to talk with Joe we never really see each other much anymore. Joe and chai were the only people who really asked about my tweet. me been me I had thoughts they believed the rumours (oh no!) I got up and let Nala outside and made myself some breakfast and took Nala out to the beach and had a wirly ice cream!! I thought about inviting mark round to stay with us at the weekend marks amazing love mark .
3pm came round fast Alfie was due home at 4pm I needed to rush home fast and tidy round it's amazing how much mess one person can make 😂
the weather was so hot🔥 I was finding it hard to walk any further and Nala was getting hot and we had run out of water on our way back.
the sea was calm and surprisingly not busy at all.
I couldn't help think about the tweets and the amount of subscribers I've worked for and just lost ..
over a silly rumour that meant nothing.
we arrived home at 3:55 I took nalas lead off and hung it up and then loaded the dish washer. Alfie was late it was 5:30 I was trying to distract myself his flight is just delayed his flight is delayed he's on his way now .
my phone lights up my heart starts pounding I get another text from Alfie . "on my way just picking something up"
nalas definatly missing her daddy. I sit down to start another episode of Harry Potter that I'm totally not addicted to ..
I hear the door open and I suddenly get a rush of excitement Alfie opens up for a hug and I rush into his arms I can feel arms wrapped around my neck ..
you really think I'd believe those rumours ? he said squeezing me tightly towards him " I missed you"
thanks xx
