Sadly, i haven't contacted King every since he got me pregnant & also... i don't believe in abortion.
I'm on my 14th week. Nights are a little lonely & life is quiet but i always have a full mind. Mostly, i just think about the night i got pregnant more than anything! Like, im only 17!! I was going to drop out for my senior year, but my tennis coach made way with my teachers to keep me up on school work & test. Still straight A's & B's. Just cos im pregnant doesn't mean i can't get my work done. My mom on the other hand wasn't so happy w the thought of me being pregnant.. she hated that i didn't want an abortion but hey, she had me round the same age! She just expects soo much more of me. I couldn't "hurt" the baby just bc of something i chose to do.. that's my fault. My brother Qua was hella pissed, but he spoils the fuck out of me, always bringing me pineapples. I always crave them! He tells me all the time that he's the only man i need in my life, & i always role my eyes & agree, knowing deep down he's always been here for me! No matter the fact that we're not blood siblings. But anyways, honestly? I just cannot wait til im 18 weeks. Omg, that's when i get to find out what i'm having!! Well technically, my appt is another week after but whateverrrr. Baby dess or baby drae ❤️
