Karkat x Reader lemon

Because It Hurts

Because it hurts.

{End of Flashback}

I sat on my human bed, sobbing into my turtleneck sweater. Yes, I knew that this is what the humans called summer, but honestly I didn't care. The heat didn't even touch me. I was always cold. I knew the reasoning behind it too. I was scared. What did I just do? I really like (y/n) and I have been watching over her for a while now. But, of course, she doesn't know that. I don't want to drag her into my problems. It wouldn't be fair.

I know exactly what I feel for (y/n), I just want to know what it is that she feels. Because.....because it hurts having feelings for someone who either doesn't have or want to have feelings in returned affection. And what do you do when the feelings you have for someone else aren't returned? You just...deal with it. I know.