Chapter 9

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This chapter is dedicated to my Wattpad bestie cause she is always there for me and she is basicly the onen who comments the most so thank you very much baby cakes! Love all of you, hope you enjoy the chapter. Massive hugs and kisses, Virginia.

Harry POV

I got in the house, rushed upstairs, locked myself in my room and floped on the bed. I couldn't stop crying. I thought we had something special I mean jee he fucked me last weekend, did he just use me? I dont think so, he's such a sweetheart. He did tell me he was bi but mostly gay tho. Ugh! IDK. You guys wanna know what the worst thing is? I still love him. Yes, I still love him after seeing him make out with Eleanor. He is just to perfect to not love him. So I decided to do what I always do when I am feeling down... write songs. I like writting songs when I am mad, feeling down, stressed... I don't know, it just seems to relax me. I sat where my desk is and started composing or at least trying to:

Why am I even trying

You left me broken inside

And know I stand here crying

All I wanna do is HIIIIIIIDE, 

all I wanna do is HIIII-I-IIIIDE 

AAAAAAAND THIS IS A PIECE OF SHIT CAUSE I CAN'T CONCENTRATE! YEEAAAAAAH! THANK YOU NEW YORK! MADISON SQUARE GARDEN I LOVE YOU! 


I am doing terrible in concentrating right now. I'll try with another song. Wait I've got my guitar. I'll play a song I am working on.

Louis POV

I went home and heard someone playing the guitar. It was Harry of course. I went upstairs and to my room, opened the window and yelled "HARRYYYYYY!". I needed to apologise to him fuck I am such a dickhead. "HARRYYYYY!!" I yelled louder. Finally he stoped playing and opened the window "What do you want?" he said with a dead face and a hurt voice, oooow I feel horrible "I.. I.. I'm sorry Hazz" I said ashamed "For what? Oh! thats right, for fucking me, making me feel so good and then making out with Eleanor Calder? Na seriously no biggie" he said stressed and sarcastic "Look Hazz I.." "NO STOP! You used me Lou, I trusted you" He said with watery eyes, oh fuck fuck fuck "No Hazza please dont cry, I... I'm sorry. Please forgive me" "I'll think about it" he said, aaaw he's such an awesome person "Thanks Hazz I... I... *sigh* I couldn't loose you" "It'll take some time tho Louis" "As long as I don't loose you"

3 months later...

Harry POV


Louis and I are friends now, but guess what guys, he is in a relationship with Eleanor. We continue talking and we are still best frinds apart from the lads. So here I am now, talking and laughin with my best friend Louis in the locker area. He is laughing with my jokes and I am laughing with his and contemplating his beautiful laugh when suddenly Eleanor walks by and kisses him infront of me making sure I see it, how do I know? Well she was looking at my by the corner of her eye. I sighed, closed my locker "Hey Lou I must go to science" I said. they separated and stopped cause Louis stepped back "Why? You sure? Class doesnt start in 10 minutes, you ok?" "Yeah, I'm fine. I just have to finish some stuff, you just... enjoy" I said running away with teadrops streaming down my cheeks.

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