Poetry from the Soul

sadness;

why was I cursed with this never ending sadness?
ever since i was 12 years old, I've been so sad.
i try to be happy, but nothing ever works.
i don't know what my problem is.
does my life really make me that sad?
is it all really that bad.
some nights it's worse than others, but tonight it's killing me.
i go through this all alone, which makes me even more sad.
why can't this sadness just be ripped outta my soul, and never come back.