Living The Dream (Alsina) BOOK 2

2.

Shout out to DamnGina for helping me with the flashback part of Patience's POV. Go follow her and read her books for me.

Patience

Fear. Fear is what I'm feeling right now. Where the hell am I? As I was trying to calm myself down, the door slammed open and the lights flicked on. "Ah did you miss me sweetheart?" My eyes widened in fear as I stared at the man who had been following me around for over a year. I tried to move and scream for help only to find out that I was handcuffed to a bed, my mouth had been taped shut, and I was naked.

"So you thought that I would never get my hands on you and you thought that lil nigga Yung would keep you out of harm's way, but where are you now?" He laughed evilly, "You can wipe him out of your memory because you'll never see him again."

I refused to show any sign of weakness so I refused to cry even though I wanted to. My eyes widened even more as he started to pull down his pants and his underwear. Not this, not right now. I thought that this would never happen to me again, but I guess I was wrong.

He got on the bed and straddled me and roughly slammed into me. I tried to scream, but of course it came out muffled. "I know baby; you're enjoying this just as much as I am. You're so damn tight." He continued to roughly slam in and out of me until he cums. After he releases, he pulls out and puts his jeans and underwear back on. "I'll be back later with a surprise, keep that pussy tight for me." He laughed, before walking up the stairs and slamming the door.

That night, Chris and that other guy came and ran a train on me and I couldn't even scream or move so I just prayed to God that he would get me out of this situation without getting pregnant or catching an STD.

I've been in this unknown place for three months and the only thing that has kept me sane has been thinking about my family. I know they're out there looking for me; I just hope that they find me before it's too late. The door opened and in came my so-called "mother" Essence. She came down the stairs with some food, but I don't want anything that comes from her.

"Hey sweetie," she greeted me with a sympathetic smile on her face. "I brought you some food."

If looks could kill, she would already be dead. How dare she come down here trying to be friendly when she's part of the reason I'm here in the first place. "Cut the bullshit, what do you want Essence?" I asked weakly. I had lost all of my strength being in this place. I haven't had a shower and they barely feed me, but when they do, it's like little pieces of bread and shit.

She sighed and sat down next to me, "I just want to check on my daughter, is that a crime?"

I stared at her like she had lost her mind because she clearly has, "Yes that's a fucking crime since your part of the reason that I'm here in the first place." I spat, "I already know you don't care about what they're doing to me, but they rape me every day from morning to night and when they're not doing that, they're beating my ass! You're my mother and you were supposed to be the one protecting me from stuff like this, but your reason that it's happening. Just leave me alone." I told her on the verge of tears.

"I really do love you Patience, I just have a hard time showing it," she told me before getting up and walking out the room, leaving the food here.

I closed my eyes and started to pray a silent prayer, "Lord, I don't know why you're having me go through this, but I know you give your toughest battles to your strongest soldiers, but God I'm tired. I'm so tired of fighting this losing battle, please just have my family find me soon. In the name of Jesus, Amen."