Why am i so hard to deal with
Why am i so self destructive why am i not normal
Why do i have hold on to a person and push them away at the same time
Maybe its because i do not want to get hurt
Maybe my self destructive tendencies are because i hate every ounce of blood that keeps me alive
Maybe i hold on to you and push you away
is because i have been through this before
Maybe i push you away because i dont want you to love me
Maybe its because i dont want you to hate me like they do
Maybe i just dont know why i am the way i am
Then again maybe i do
