-after school-
I got home in a blur ignoring everything and everyone on the way there. I went straight for my room avoiding my aunt and slammed my door taking out my phone and throwing it against the wall as hard as I could. Tears started streaming down my face as the memories flooded back of what happened during school.
*flashback*
-phone buzzes-
random number: I heard about your dad, is he still in jail? maybe you should join him, at least then you would get some more often c;
my breathing quickens as I look around wondering who this is.
different number: how does it feel to be a whore? always knew you were a slut anyways (; how bout you come to my house and show me what your daddy did?
I closed my eyes hard not wanting to see anymore knowing what they were trying to do.
different number: why don't you do us all a favor and go kill yourself. no one likes a fat slut anyways.
that's when I broke. I ran out of my classroom not caring who tried to stop me. all I know was someone had found out and everything was going to happen again.
*end of flashback*
I screamed as loud as I could remembering what had happened at my old school and knowing how I reacted. I couldn't let this happen again. my phone buzzed some more on the ground and I ran to the bathroom ignoring it completely. I couldn't hear my aunt pounding on the door so I figured she must have been out. perfect.
I started running a hot bath and I looked in the mirror at my face. all red and blotchy with my makeup smeared down my face from my tears. I thought about their words as I looked down at my body. they were right, im a fat pig. I stepped onto my scale as it read 60. and could feel the tears run down my face even more. guess I don't need dinner either.
I stepped into my hot shower without even bothering to get my clothes off. I looked around and saw what I needed most and reached up to get it as it slipped in between my fingers easily. I sat down on the floor of the bathroom screaming out once more as the blade slit into my wrist like butter.
I screeched in pain as the blood streamed down off my arm. I felt lifeless and could only focus on the pain. I cried louder as I purged the blade further into my skin making the water run red underneath me. i let out one more blood curdling scream as i was about to purse the blade into my chest, but the bathroom door was kicked open and everything went black.
~hey guys! sorry it took me so long to update, but i hope you guys liked this chapter, it doesn't give out a lot of info, but it kinda tells you about Savannahs past. so ill either post more tomorrow or tonight before i go to bed. pleaseeeeeee comment what you guys think so far. thanks!~
