Without him, I think too much.
When I think too much, it hurts.
It hurts so badly, and I want to feel anything.
But I promised, promised I wouldn't use the blade.
I promised that no matter how much it hurts, I won't.
I wish I didn't but, I'm thankful for that promise.
My demons won't shut up...
The tears won't dry...
And I cannot help but miss him...
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Fear Wont Decide My Fate
Poetry"Never let your fear decide your fate." This is dedicated to my best friend who lost his life, due to a girl he loved limitlessly. A broken heart is one thing, but when offered to be loved again, just how insane can you go?