Okay people last time I WROTE BUTH just need to tell you guys that was a mistake. Okay? It was supposed to be Tasha. Now I will check twice before uploading. Sorry guys.i think I changed it.
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Tasha's POV
Now I had to tell Sasha. It hurts to tell her but I kept my promises.
"Sasha I need to tell you something. " I said reluctantly
"What?" She asked.
"It's about Shawn"
"Okay? "
I told her the fight I had with him. I told her what he told me. I told her how my heart is broken.
Sashas POV
Hahaha take that Tasha. I told you he will always come back to me.
I am his drug. I am his queen. I am what drives him.
Tasha's POV
"Well tell him I told my mother." She said.
"Okay" I said.
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I got onto the van anticipated to see the look on his face. Ultimately we came towards him as we passed him I screamed "She told her mom".
His expression changed. He looked scared. Oh no! What have I done? Have I made him hate me? Oh no!!
This thought haunted me through out the day.
"Tasha are you okay darling?" Asked my Maths teacher diverting my mind back to the topic. I nodded lightly. But this wasn't true. I am not okay. I felt a lump on my throat. Oh no.
"May I be excused?" I asked my Maths teacher. He nodded and I ran towards the bathroom and locked myself in a cubicle and started pouring.
"Tasha come out!" Said Bella from outside. " I know you are in there!"
I ignored her. She was my best friend. "Go away" I said in between messed up sobs.
"Open the door". I slowly opened the door. My face was covered with sweat and tears.
"What's wrong?"
"I just am a mess okay? My life is a mess. I will never become that perfect girl with the perfect grades and the perfect boyfriend "
Bella started fake coughing
"Perfect grades?". She asked sounding annoyed. "Girl you are wiz. You got a brain of a I Donna. Really you are the most intelligent and the most beautiful girl I know" she told me. This made me cry harder. What is my life? I am trying to make Shawn like me and all I do is annoy him.
Wow.
I don't want to see him tomorrow.
This life.
Sucks.
Will I ever get him?
Urghhhhhhh.
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Waddup homies? Okay so people been telling me my chapters are short. Guys I hate typing okay? And sorry for not updating. Lau u <3
