five years earlier...................
ZOE P.O.V
i looked at my face in the mirror and sighed. I was entering another day of humiliations and getting picked on. I looked at my pimpled felled face big glasses and braces and frowned. I walked in my room and pulled out my size 17 jeans and my big huge t-shirt. I struggled and put on my clothes loosing breath. I slipped on my flip flops and walked down stairs ed
"good morning beautiful" my mom said like she said every morning but i never believed her.
"morning ma" I said
she walked over to me and kissed my forehead.
"zoe'anae your beautiful don't you forget that i swear that one day your gonna see it for yourself and so will everyone else." my mom said while looking in my eyes
i smiled a little and walked to the door.
"love you ma" i said as i left outside
i walked down the street to my bus stop there stood a group of girls and boys
"ha looked who finally wobbled her big ass to the bus stop"one girl laughed
i looked down trying to ignore them but hat they don't know is that there words hurt me so deep and bad
the but pulled up and i was the last to get on. the bus was full and as usual i was getting stared at and talked about. i found a seat in the back of the bus and sate down. when we get to school i was the last to get off i made my way to my first period class witch i hated so much
i sate in the back if the class as the people started to come in. soon the tardy bell rang and and the class was full. chersantos and his crew sate right in front of me laughing and carring on.
"hay zoe was-sup biggie" rayan said making everyone laugh i just looked down at my note book sadly
"so what did you eat for breakfast three packs of bacon 2 cartoons of eggs and a pack of biscuit's"chersantos laughed
i kept my head down as tears formed in my eyes.
they continued to pic on my weight glasses and every other flaw i has.i just sate there with my head down crying silently after the bell rang i rushed out of class and went in the bathroom to cry. i cried for two class periods. finally lunch came but i didn't want to eat. i walked out the bathroom and ran into chersantos by mistake.
my glasses fell off and he stepped on them
"ohh my gosh!!" I'm so sorry he said picking up the broken pieces he looked in my hazel eyes and froze.
"um in sorry zoe" he said passing me the pieces soon his crew came by.
"damn fat bitch stay put my way "he said pushing pass me
my eyes filled with more tears as him and his friends chuckle and walked away.
{after school}
that was one of my worse days at school when i got home i went in my room and cried the rest of the day. i get picked on at school everyday pushed around and called bad names. and it hurts it hurts bad.
i sate up wiped my tears and got on my knees
"dear lord make me something beautiful make me pretty make me a star dear lord please please lord please" i prayed all night the same prayer