I Wish I Never Existed (Declamation)

This video is about my life that I gonna share it to you.

I'm a teenage girl in a misdirection path.

I live in this dark, and deserted place.

I'm all alone, shouting for help but no one trying to help me.

I have a boyfriend, but he's a criminal.

Hmp! I don't care! He's already died a few days ago.

And now, I'm doing some stupid things.

I drink, I smoke, and worst of all...

I do drugs. It makes me feel so comfortable until I... blackout.

Sounds crazy, right?

My life is pointless.

Where are my good parents anyway?

Where?! Why? I lost everything!

Is it because I lost my mind?

No! I cannot be like this! If... my parents guided me so well but they did nothing!

Just, look... look at me!

This is how they did to me!

They just left me behind in this hell life!

But before that happened, I always get punished with those filthy, hell words.

My mom said, "You're useless!"

And my dad said, "You're such a bad luck thing!"

Those words, worthless, useless, nothingness...

Until they mentioned all negative and fewer words with tortures before they say, "Bye Bye!"

I got sick and tired with that.

I didn't ask to be born like this.

I know that the living person doesn't deserve like this kind of life.

But, it doesn't matter anymore.

It always happened to those unfortunate people like me.

My existence is worthless!

Why? Why should I suffer like this?

I asked many questions but there's no answer.

Well, I don't care about your concerns.

You people can't help me anymore.

I'm ready to end this.

I'm already hopeless and tired.

I want to grant my wish.

To erase my existence in this world.

If you're watching this video, I guess you have a chance...

To change.