the feeling of cold steel against warm flesh
the sting of the blade cutting through the skin
the sound of the blade ripping the skin
the sight of blood pooling on the surface
the warm sensation at is flows down your hand
cutting
the only way to feel
the only feeling is pain
nobody will ever understand
doesnt fucking matter
who is to say whats good or bad
good or bad ways of feeling things
its the only way I know
people say it hurts them when i do it
but the only person it hurts is me
it only hurts me physically
emotionally its lets me feel free
why can nobody understand that
whats so bad about it
if it upsets you that i do this
then please just let me be
