They let it all fall apart, then would settle back in a place. They'd always depend on each other because they knew they would always be around. They were both fools the shit they put each other through. But no matter what they did they couldn't refuse. Every night the loud yells, hitting each other, and rough sex. Kyungsoo hated the way Jongin got so high, and Jongin hated the way he cared so much. They burned the bridge across the line its all too much but not enough. But they couldn't refuse, they loved each other.
Kyungsoo was getting kinda tired of the things Jongin said before he walked away, and he was getting kinda tired the way Jongin wanted him but he couldn't behave. Did Jongin think kyungsoo wouldn't notice how he was so cold? But Kyungsoo couldn't believe he'd actually wait around for him. Jongin sooned slipped up and kyungsoo caught him with someone new and thats when it all started. And Jongin would always say "baby you're the only one" or "I promise ill do better, even when it all gets rough I'll hold us together." but kyungsoo didnt want to believe him but he always "did."
Kyungsoo wanted freedom so he started doing what Jongin was doing to him. He always wondered if jongin worried about him always getting home late, or if he was getting tired of the reality jongin was having to face. Yes Jongin was, now he was feeling what kyungsoo felt being hurt by the one you loved the most. Now Jongin wished he'd never do this because now he doesnt know what to do with out kyungsoo by his side and know ing that kyungsoo would never be around much anymore. It hurt kyungsoo too, he didnt like the way he started to live. Kyungsoo soon stopped the late night partying and talking with other men but Jongin didnt stop. They honestly thought it was best like this. They just couldnt refuse.
