What is this im feeling?

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Okay so I've written this story before on my old account so I'm just going to redo it

Place: England (bedroom)
Date: 11/6/16
Age: 16
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Trigger warning

Electra's POV

Looking at myself in the mirror, that's placed on top of my dressing table. A small plan white shirt covers more scars then are on show, small white lines that once had sweet, red blood run out of them on to the bathroom floor or bath tub, my clear tears run down my pale, face, looking at my small arms and legs covers in small scars or what my mother would call them battle scars.

Getting my big Black Veil Brides jumper and some skinny black jeans putting them on and running out the house.

I love walking to hel- I mean school sorry I just get them mixed up. Small drops of rain fall on my face giving me a good excuse for why my face is so red, seeing the big, green school gates, pushing one open and seeing everyone I hate, except for one, Kate my best friend and also crush.

"Hay Electra" Kate says hugging me

"Hay Kate what you been up to"

"Nothing much but I got a bo-" before she can even find she's cut of my two hands covering her beautiful blue eyes.

"Guess who" the boy says

"Babe" Kate screams

"Electra this is my boyfriend Mitchell"

For some reason I felt sick when she said the word boyfriend, hearing the school bell go I run to class.

After school I run  home straight into my bedroom and lock the door, getting my razor out of my bathroom and putting on the hot water, taking off my jumper and skinny jeans but leave my big top on getting in the bathtub and starting to cut on my legs more cuts I make the deeper the razor goes soon the bath water is a dark red colour then everything goes...Black

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