Chapter 56
Perrie's POV:
It was now the day that Jade was allowed to leave. The doctors wanted her to stay until at least 2pm. The past week I had been falling asleep with Jade. She didn't want me to leave her. This made me happy. It was currently 8am which means I had 6 hours. Jade hasn't remembered anything. Leigh and Jesy were coming again to visit today. At about 10 o'clock they both came bursting through the door. It really hurt me inside that she remembers them and not me. I went and sat on my chair in the corner while I let Jade talk to them.
"JADEEEEEY" Leigh and Jesy said in sync.
"Hello" she said giggling. They talked about a lot of different things until I heard my name being called.
"Perrie" Jade said.
"Yes Jadey" I replied.
"Why aren't you sitting with me" she asked while making a pouting face.
"I'm sorry babe" I walked over to her and sat beside her on the bed. She held onto my hand and Jesy started to get excited.
"DO YOU REMEMBER" Jesy said with a massive smile on her face.
"No" Jade shook her head and I looked down. We all just talked about random stuff until about 1:30. Jade was allowed to go in 30 minutes.
"Girls may I please have this 30 minutes with Jade before she's allowed out" I asked. Leigh and Jesy nodded and said goodbye to Jade. This was my final attempt at trying to get her to remember. Before I could the doctor came in doing tests. 'Great' I thought. After 20 minutes he was done and said she was free to leave whenever she liked.
"Before you go I have something to show you" I said. I grabbed her phone and opened her notes. I started reading the letter she wrote to me to her.
'To the most amazing person that I have ever loved, Perrie.
The day I saw you I fell in love. Walking up to me in the school halls my knees went weak. I didn't know I would ever be with a girl but you soon changed my mind. The teasing and flirting was driving me crazy. I will never forget the day you kissed me. You made the first move. It was such a passionate kiss. Then I took you on that date and things were perfect. We then started dating officially. From then on you were mine and mine only. I was yours too. Since the day I gave you the necklace it has never left your neck. We basically spent every minute together. The first time we went further with each other was amazing. The way you touched me and helped me. The night you told me you loved me, I knew what we have was real. You have the absolute voice of an angel and I love when you sing to me. The first audition of X factor you were so nervous and I thought it was so cute. Then what happened after I regret doing so much. I will always be sorry for it. When we told Tulisa about us and she was so accepting ! The night before the grand final of X factor when I invited you into the shower. Every touch and kiss we shared. The way we came out panting because we were so tired. That had to be the best night of my life. We then won X factor and the kiss that happened on stage and everyone questioned us. When we kissed in the toilet at school and that girl took a photo and posted it online. The whole Jerrie fandom going into a spin. The day you stood up for us at school and told everyone I'm yours. I had a smile plastered across my face that whole day. Every time I woke up I thanked god that you were mine. You are the most perfect thing that has ever happened to me. Every night when I fell asleep with you I was falling asleep with my whole world. You are my world, the reason I am living. Your eyes made my heart flutter as did your smile. No one will ever understand my love for you. I love you more and more each and everyday. Now the plane is going down and I don't even know if I'll ever see you again. I hope I do stay alive because I want to spend the rest of my life with you Perrie Louise Edwards. No matter what happens I will always be in your heart. Keep that necklace on and I'll be with you. I love you so much and I'm sorry this is happening. xoxoxox Your Jadey xoxoxox' I finished reading and wiped my eyes which were full of tears. She just stated blankly at her. I was about to do the only thing I could do. I leant down and our lips connected. I had missed this. She pulled away and I burst out crying again.
"I'm sorry" I said while running out. I heard her call my name but I dismissed it.
