Jalfie...

Chapter 2

Riley's POV
Riley's POV
"I messed up! What have I done? Why did I even start the whole situation knowing I couldn't handle it? What a dumb choice of mine!"
I always thought that my feelings for James were nowhere near strong but I realized I'm wrong! But.... No no! This can't be happening to me! I'm Riley Raymond, the strongest and most independent and likable girl in the studio! I can definitely control my emotions!!
The question is : Can I ??

It has been a week since the incident with James and strangely he hasn't turned up to the studio yet. We are close to regionals and  I'm starting to get worried but I'm sure he's just grumpy I turned him off. Oh well whatever has happened between us ,I have to suck it up and go train the troup. I'm the studio head after all. Now Riley pull yourself together and go go go.

"Eerm am I interrupting a pep talk or something? Michelle asked me looking rather confused
"Crap! I was talking to myself but I didn't realize I was saying these things out loud" I replied while my face had the "fifty shades of red"
"Well you were but no hard feeling girl. I just wanted to ask you if we could rehearse the trio first because myself and Richelle have come up with some new tricks that we'd like to show you."

"Sure why not. " I answered but to be honest I didn't even pay attention as I could spot Alfie starring at me from the costume closet. He winked at me and I instantly realized what he wanted.
"Alright Michelle go and start stretching while I'm sorting some things out at the costume closet. "
"Okay Riles see you"
"Bye" I said but my mind was torn between James's absence and Alfie's sexy body.

I ran up to the closet and I closed the door right away so no sneaky eyes would see what we were doing.

"Alfffff"
"Less talking more skin contact baby girl" he replied as he was unzipping his trousers.
"You know I really wanna do this like always but I'm not in the mood today"
"And that's because I haven't shown you what I can do Riles" Alfie almost mumbled as he started sucking my neck roughly.

<<ALFIE STAP >>I said furiously "sometimes I think you only want me for my body and you don't like me for who i am. You don't care how I feel or how's my day been and that's not okay with me. I know I know I've got you on the fence for a long period of time because of the situation with James but you agreed into it. You should of told me if you were uncomfortable. Oh god oh god I can't I just can't Alfie and it would be much appreciated if you leave me some space"

As long as I finished my speech I rushed to the door and I left. Not just the costume closet but the studio in general. Tears were running down my cheeks and my lungs were so dry. I couldn't talk I couldn't breathe I had a panic attack!!! I was so pissed at Alfie for not giving me the space I wanted and on the other hand at James for abandoning me because I couldn't please him so I couldn't handle it. I want James, no I don't want James I want Alfie, no I don't know what I want! I just wanna be happy without losing my sanity over some boy drama.

As I was walking peacefully -wannabe- and breathing some fresh air after processing what has just happened and calming down I saw a text from Emily as I should of been with her that time.

["Where you Ri?🙄"
"Imma not come for lunch today Em. I'm heading to the mall...💧"
"Are u alright? 😁"
"Yeah, yanno just boy drama😁😭"
"Whatever Riles! If u need just call me. Love you and take care xoxo😘"
"Love you too and thanks Emmy X 💝"]

-------
Thank you Jiley_fever for writing this awesome chapter! Love you b❤