Killugon game of love

Chapter 11: Trying to Forget

Killua's PoV

I can't believe I did that. Why would I even say that? What was I thinking? 

These questions has been the only thing on my mind ever since I broke my true love's heart. Everything I said to him in those text were a lie. I wonder if he hates me? Most definitely. I wonder if he'll forgive me?  Probably  not, especially not right now. 

Kireina walked in and saw I was upset. "What the hell is wrong with you?" She asked in a bitchy tone.

"Shut the fuck up, " I said as I pushed past her.

She grabbed my wrist tightly, her sharp nails digging deep into the flesh, "Why you leaving?"

"Because I hate you."

"Neh," she sighed, "That's not nice," she wrapped her arms around me and bit my ear, "but Zoldycks aren't nice now, are they?"

I pushed her against the wall of the bedroom and ran out. I could hear her evil laughter echoing inside my head.

Oh how I hate that stupid whore who stole me from my perfect live.

Gon's PoV 

I was crying at the computer desk when Leorio came home. He barged in through the front door with a huge grin on his face, "GON-KUN YOU'LL NEVER GUESS WHAT HAPPENED!" He yelled excitedly. He stopped dead in is tracks as soon as his eyes landed on me. "W-what happened?" He asked.

I looked down at my hands as they rested on my lap, "Apparently Killua is engaged," I said still crying.

Leorio just looked at me, "So you found out."

"YOU KNEW!!!" I yelled.

"YES WASN'T IT OBVIOUS WHY I WAS MAD?"

"What, that's  why you were mad?" I asked, "I just thought you were homophobic.."

"No, why would a gay man be homophobic to another gay man?" After realizing what he said his face turned red, "FORGET WHAT I SAID RIGHT NOW!!"

I started to laugh, "You're gay Leorio-san?"

"Y-Yes but only for Kurap- GOD DAMMIT I BLEW IT!"

"Kurap? Kurapika.....KURAPIKA!!!!"

"SHUT UP!" He yelled and threw his briefcase at me. I started to laugh. I threw my head back and flung out of the office chair onto the floor with a huge smile on my face. Leorio rubbed his head nervously, "To be honest," he started, "I like Kurapika but I don't think I can tell him."

I'm going to help them get together, I thought as I slowly tried to forget what happened. 

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... But in reality, without him here I feel empty, I cry myself to sleep. I love him so much.

Hey my Geekloids! Yes to geekloids no to them, I don't know, I like it, but what ever. God dam the thought of writing this book is making me so sad. I have an ending planned and it is a decently happy ending but OH MY FUCKING GOD THE FEELS I HAVE TO GO THROUGH TO MOTIVATE MYSELF TO WRITE IT LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. But yeah! There will be a little bit of Leorio x Kurapika but that is because I wanted Gon to be match maker for them since the beginning of the book and I thought using it as his distraction from what happened about Killua seemed like the best way to incorporate it. I will not be changing the fact that there is a little of Leorio x Kurapika action because it may be crucial to the ending. AAAAAAAAAANNNNND WITH THAT! Thank you for reading!

~Author-Chan

(P.S. username change soon which means that even if you don't like Geekloids, it may not be here much longer.

(P.P.S. I cried while writing this