Depression And My Quotes

Suicide

(The book is called goodbye because one day it might be my goodbye letter)

Goodbye

Im just here sitting in my room thinking about life and stuff. I was going to school in a few minutes. I really dont want to go its hell there. My mom yelled for me to hurry up or else ill be late. I got up and grabbed my stuff and ran out the door. I ran to the bus stop abd waited fir the bus. It arrived and i got on and it drove to school.

My P.O.V

I walked into school or as i called it hell. I walked to my first period and sat at my desk. The class bullies started making fun of me calling me dora and saying stuff related to her like where's your map or wheres boots. I looked at the teacher and he didn't even do anything. I just sat there looking down. Thinking Mr. Thurman why aren't u doing anything. This went on for the whole day. On our last period there was an announcement saying that there was bad weweatheand we have to say inside in our assigned grade rooms. So when the bell ringed we 6th graders went to mrs. Dunn’s room to wait for the bus. They kept bullying me and i just started crying. My friends Angle and Dara tried comforting me and i told them im gonna commit suicide. They tried to convinces me not to do it but i didnt listen. They called for my bus and i got on. When i got home i ate and went to my room i wrote my letter saying goodbye and that i love then. I grabbed a knife and i cut my wrist, ate a pill and then i grabbed my long bulldog scarf, got on a chair and tied it to the fan on the roof and then around my neck. I then jumped off the chair. The air was gone from me i couldnt breath. The very last moment i saw my mom walk into my room and stopped in her track. She ran to me but it was to late i was already gone……..

(A lot i write will be tru just not this one some will be parts)