This is just a journal about my depression because I need to talk about it but... I don't know if I can actually speak to anyone face to face... I don't think anyone will actually be interested enough to read this but I just want to 'write' it down and let it out...
I don't really have a main theme for this but... yeah. this can what ever it wants to be, it's 2018, it can be a freaking comedy story, it's whatever. So yeah, this is going to be my first story in 2018 and yeah, give it some love
Sad story about my depression that led to depression
"I hate myself" I only had that one friend yet she had many but have you found someone that they truly understand yet don't since they don't know anything yet I hide you pain and put a act up to say.. "I'm ok" but I am lying to myself and i know that and yet I still want someone to care for me for them to see the "real" me not the mask you created to hide you dark sad life behind those shut doors