Heartbreak

Heartbreak Chapter 3

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I Don't Have Much To Give , But I Don't Care For Gold . - Sam Smith

     ' Everybody listen up . This is King he is the new third in command. You answer to him - '

' Hold up , You Want Us To Just Answer To This Unknown Ass Mf . ' A Know Voice Cut Through The Crowd .

' Who Tf Said That , Who Questioned Queen And Her Choses ' These Mfs Keep Testing Me Today .

King Stepped Closer To Me And Whispered ' Can I Handle This . I Just Want To Earn My Own Respect ' In My Ear . His Warm Minty Breath Making My Insides Feel Queasy . A Foreign Feeling , I Just Brush It Off .

    I Step Behind Him Giving Him His Opportunity.

' Who Questioned Queen And Her Choses ? . We Doubts Me And My Position In The Cartel . Raise Your Hands . ' Nobody Raised There Hand . They Just All Blankly Gazed At Him .

' Raise Your Fucking Hands Like He Said ' I Spat Cocking My Gun .

About 15 People Raised Their Hands .

' Continue King ' I Say Stepping Back Behind Him.

' The 15 People Who Raised Their Hands Step Forward' They Look At Me For Conformation Further Irritating Me .

' Why Tf Y'all Keep Disrespecting His Authority, Do Whatever He Says . ' They Step Forward .

' Now Listen , I'm King . I'm Not New Around Here . Do Your Research . I'm The King Of The South . But I Was Born Here . I Don't Expect Y'all To Just Bowed Down . But If You Respect Me Than I'll Respect You . Now Is There Anything Y'all Wanna Say ?'

' Why Did You Leave , And Why You Keep Looking At Queen Like That ' Nelle Ask . Nelle Is My Favorite Cousin Other Than X . She Just Really The Tech Geek . She Doesn't Get Her Hands Dirty . Waiting For His Answer , I Spark Another Wood . These Bitches Like Unlimited Refills At McDonald's .

' I Moved Because Of Family Issues And My An Queen Kind Of Have History . She's My First Love. We Grew Up Together. I Was The Only Male She Was Allowed To Interact With That Wasn't Blood , Due To My Over Protectiveness ' He Locked Eyes With Me At The End Of His Statement. Basically Asking Me If I Was Fucking With A Nigga . Erasing All Emotion Off My Face .

' Anymore Questions ' I Ask Pulled My Eyes From His . No One Spoke Up

' Meet Adjourned ' Walking Back To My Office I Pour Another Drink And Light Another Wood . X And King Walking In Behind Me Shutting The Door . Over The 4 Hours We Got King Up To Speed On The Cartel . Deciding To Take Him Out Tomorrow To See The Other Traps , I Head To My Car, And Follow Them To X's House So He Could Get Dressed For The Club Tonight . Were Celebrating Kings Rank And Return . Then We're All Sleeping Over At My House And Going Shopping Tomorrow Before Working .

' Why Don't I Follow You To Your House Soo We Can Just Carpool Tonight , Then We Can Come Back Pick Him Up And Go To My House ' I Suggest To King .

' Yeah That's Cool Ma ' I Watch In Awe As His Tongue Reaches Out And Moistened His Full Pink Lips . ' See Something You Like ? ' He Teased . Obviously Catching Me Eye Fuck Him .

' Yeah . You Shouldn't Keep Licking Them Dry Ass Lips. Get Some Carmax ' I Say Mushing His Head On My Way Out . In The Car I Spark Another Wood. ' Damn You Smoke Just As Much As Me P '

He Says Reaching For The Blunt . ' Duh Nigga . All I Do Is Trap , Smoke And Sleep ' I Say Sparking Another Blunt , Keeping The Rotation Going .

' You Been Talking To Any Niggas P ? ' He Ask . I Lows Was Waiting On Him To Ask Me This . The Day He Moved He Made Me Promise To Stay The Same . And That's  What I Did . The
Only Thing That Changed Was I Took Over , But I Never Dated Anyone . And I Haven't Had Sex Since He Took My virginity

The Night Before The Left . I Use To Always Think That Him Leaving Wouldn't Be That Bad . I Should Of Stop Thinking Like A Kid And Grew Up . The Night He Left , He Left Me With Something I Never Would Of Thought About . A Baby . I Was 16 And Pregnant. When Queen Found Out , It Was Too Late . I Ended Up Smoking And Drinking My Self Into A Miscarriage . The Pain Of King Leaving Was Too Much . I Constantly Stayed High And Drunk So I Wouldn't Feel Anything.

    ' You Don't Even Have To Ask . You Already Know I'm Only For You . Still Till This Day ' I Say Rolling My Eyes . Shivering Feeling My Heart Warm For The First Time In 3 Years.

' Just Checking Ma , Soo We Picking Up From The Old Us . Or We Starting Over . Cause You Already Know You Mine . ' He Says Lighting A Wood From His Pocket .

' I'm Yours King , As Long As You Never Leave Me Again. ' Tears Sting My Eyes As I Wipe At Them . Not Trying To Show Any Weakness .

' Stop Wiping Ya Eyes Ma , You Don't Have To Hide Your Emotions From Me . I'm Sorry For Leaving You . But You Already Know I Couldn't Let My Dad Find My Moms . ' Kia And Kings Dad Had A Extremely Addictive Violent Relationship. Kind Of Like Queen And My Sperm Donor .  But Worse , He Beat Kia Just Because A Towel Was Out Of Place Or A Drop Of Water Was On The Sink . Eventually King Got Tired Of It And Started Hitting His Dad Back . One Day King Almost Killed Him 3 Days Later Kia And King Left So Kings Dad Quan Could Retaliate.

    ' I Don't Blame You King , I Understand I Just Missed You . And I've Been Lonely With Out You ' I Whine Wiping My Eyes .

' I Missed You Waaay More Ma . Passing Me The Blunt He Wipes The Last Of My Tears . And Leans Back . Pulling Up Outside Kings Childhood Home I Feel A Sense Of Home Wash Over Me . Is Kia Back To I Wonder Out Loud . ' Princess, Mom Passed 6 Months Ago From Breast Cancer. And Don't Start Crying She Was Hurting Here . She At Peace Up There ' Tears Feel My Eyes But I Blink Them Back . Agreeing With His Words ' Stay Here Ma I'm Gone Grab My Shit And We Can Be Out ' I Stay There And Processed The New Information. I Lost Another Person . The Only Mother Figure I Knew Besides My Mother . Not Being Able To Deal I Spark Two Wood And Pull My Emergency Hennessy From My Purse And Drink Until My My Vision Is Blurred. Not Only From The Liquor But The Tears Also . I Lose Everything . My Mom . My Baby . Kia . God Why Me . Cutting The Ac Up I Play Lonnie Band - Where I'm From . And I Just Vibe Until King Walks Back To The Car And Looks At Me With Wide Eyes . ' You Got Drunk That Fast P . It Only Too Me 25 Minutes To Shower , Change And Pack . ' He Looks Surprised . I Giggle And Hiccup . Ignoring Him And Pulling Out The Drive Way . Before I Could Pull All The Way Out King Interrupts Me . ' You Okay Driving Like This Ma ' I Roll My Eyes .  ' Boy I'm Grown . I Got Us . We Good.

' How Did Ya Young Ass Even Buy That' He Point To One Of The Many Hennessy Bottled In My Car . ' I'm Queen . These Hoes Do What Ever I Say . ' Turning Up The Music I Vibe To X's House .