I'm Not A Crybaby

I'm not a crybaby I'm just...

I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough

or pretty enough

or light enough

or thin enough

or mean enough

I'm not a crybaby I'm just...

I'm over not being over you

I'm over crying for you

and wishing for you

and yearning for you

and missing you

and loving you

I'm not a crybaby I'm just...

I'm tired of sleepless nights

tired of dreaming of you

tired of needing you

tired of you being the reason for all of my tears and fears

tired of being the only one who fell in love

I'm not a crybaby I just...

I want you to see how bad you hurt me

I'm not a crybaby I just...

I want to know if you care

I'm not a crybaby I just...

I want to know if you still love me like you said you did