A Match Into Water

Running - Chapter two

Authors note- Hey guys! thanks for some of the veiws. I don't think anyone is really liking it...Lol I might as well give up. Please don't vote and comment on this just to make me feel better that will only make it worse. You have to be honest with me please :c...Anyways enjoy the chapter!

I got dressed in the tight black skinny jeans I always wear and I put on a red t-shirt. I ran out the door grabbing a red jacket and dashing to the hospital, it was only three blocks away so I was just quickly gonna run there. I burst into the doors ignoring the doctors asking me what I was doing there, I passed every door trying to figure out which room she was in till finally I found her voice and I ran into the door. She was hooked up to IVs and needles were stuck into her arms, I almost cried as she looked over to me, I never had seen her that sad and scared. I walked over to her bed and grabbed her hand dropping down next to her bed. "Jamie, I'm so sorry I wasn't there I just didn't know this was gonna happened what did happen?" She cut me off before I could say anything else and looked me dead in the eye.

"Cam...You know how I have cancer but..It wasn't that bad so I didn't need to be in the hospital. Something happened and it's worse now. I don't even know what happened." She looked at me with tears in her eyes and her face flushing red. The words "cancer" and "worse" echoed in my head. I kissed her hand, I love her but only in a friendly way. People always thought we were dating, I smiled at that fact. She looked at me and smiled, "It's gonna be okay, I promise."

The doctor burst through the door and grabbed my arm. "Sir! Visiting hours are over!" She pulled me out of the room and Jamie laughed a little and waved goodbye. I waved goodbye as well as the doctor dragged me out of the room. I felt like the world was crumbling around me, I didn't wanna loose my best friend. As I got pushed out of the hospital I felt the cold air hit me in the face, it blew my bangs and my jacket back. I sighed and looked up at the sunrise. My mom already left for work so I wouldn't be caught running out of the house and into the hospital. I walked back home starring at my feet as the swept through the dew on the grass. I eventually got to my house and sat on my door way. I couldn't take it, I couldn't act happy forever. I started bawling my eyes out. I didn't know any other option, I ran into the kitchen and grabbed a knife. I though about it for a minute as I rolled my sleeve up. Did I really wanna do this again, do I really want to go back to my old "happy place". I placed the blade to my skin and slashed across.