some of my short stories: depression/anxiety

1:

Far from perfect-

Most girls look in the mirror and smile. Most boys cant help but to stare, but then theres girls like me.

Girls who look in the mirror and see nothing but flaws. I look into the mirror, and I cant believe what I

see. My stomach isn't flat, it sticks out. my thighs touch and I wish they didn't, without make-up I wont

leave the house. Sometimes, on some days, I feel beautiful. My outfit, my hair. I feel pretty, for once,

but all it takes is a picture of a gorgeous girl, or one look, and I feel out of place again. I hate my

reflection. Why cant I look like other girls.?? The girls who can roll out bed looking like the night before,

the girls who can be proud of their bodys. The girls who don't need makeup to feel pretty... but most

importantly.. they are the girls that don't have to fake a smile..