A Ghost without a home
A bunch of tangled sundry emotions clouded in my head.
Feeling them burn in my heart…the desire to shout out
Speak out; say exactly what I really feel
…But you wouldn’t understand even if you tried.
Stuck in this cosmos of burning balls of emotions surrounding me like sentries.
I wear them like a crown, walking tall because after all I am a distorted emotion trying so hard to come alive. Forced to repeat until I get it right.
I’m invincible…but in my invincibility I too have become invisible.
The wounds I used to have well they are all just scars now.
Emotional scars that will always hark back to when feelings did not corrode your soul.
Staring into void in search for answers that were never answered.
The silence roars loud enough to drive me into insanity.
Closing my eyes and counting to ten maybe it’s just a dream. Thinking these emotions will go away by the time I wake up from this nightmare.
Opening my eyes and realising I am not a Ghost
…But an emotion an emotion without a home.
Natasha
