He placed his hands round my knife “I'm doing this because I love you...” his eyes where red with tears. “I love you too...” he stabbed the knife deeper the pain was excruciating, I fell to my knees. He stood there, tears streaming down his face. Holding my blood covered knife. “Help me up....” he placed his hand around mine and pulled me up “Why Katie... why?” “I just wanted to see if you loved me...” Suddenly my legs gave way and a fell, my hand slipped from his, I just slipped away.
As Katie fell, Max screamed “KATIE!”. He fell to his knees and lent over the edge to see Katie body falling into water. “Why, why Katie.” he placed his hand out over the edge. He wanted her back. Just to hold her in his arms again. But its never going to happen now.
I stepped towards Katie coffin. They never found her body, there was just flowers, roses where her favourite. “I love you,... loved you...” tears ran down my face, “Katie, your the best thing that ever happened to me, and will always be... I will never forget you... or your story”
I shouldn’t have done it, I shouldn’t of acted the way I did, I didn’t want Max to have the pain, I didn’t want things to happen to Sasha, I didn’t want dad to do the things that he did.
I didn’t want mum to die. I wanted a family and wanted love... I already had love... but I’ve lost it. But I’m with mum now, its better then anything. But I will away be haunted by my life. I ruined more life's then mine is worth. I just wish I could start over. A clean slate...
