Chapter 2

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I woke up in the morning, feeling stressed out whilst considering everything I had to do today before my 'holiday' starts. I needed to pack a suitcase, print off my tickets , shower, get dressed and presentable and inform the doorman of my apartment that I will be away for the next six days. I had to get it all done before two pm however it is five in the morning so everything can be done by eight am latest. I'm contemplating the reasons for this holiday and i have decided they are stupid reasons.

I never do well when with time off, every time I have the opportunity too, the memories come back so quickly , it is as though, it is happening all over again. My mind is fucked, always telling me things that never happened or won't happen again, it is what caused my last mental breakdown. I kinda guess it is about time for a break, I haven't had a breakdown in two years. The first time I broke down, I thought the things I did were inhumane however the last one proved I was insane, where was my compassion, remorse?. I understand what happened to me along time a go was traumatizing but the council should have killed me to stop the innocent lives getting slaughtered

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