Niall Horan Preferences

64: First fight as a married couple

"I feel like I'm on a fricken leash!" Niall yells at you in the kitchen, "you're always on my back and I'm not allowed to do anything!"

"Niall you do whatever you want." You say. "Fine can I go to the club..alone." He says glaring at you. "Ni." You say. "See I can't do that because now that we are married I'm supposed to be mature and I can't have any fun!" He begins to shout again. "I just care about you and don't want you to be so drunk you throw up all over the floor." You frown. It wouldn't be the first time. Niall rolls his eyes. "Sometimes I wish we never got married." He mumbles. You hear him and tears form in your eyes. It's your worst nightmare: Niall regretting getting married to you. "Well I guess you should have thought harder before you proposed." You say turning your back to him. "(Y/N) I'm sorry. I- oh my god." He says to himself. He can be such an idiot. Before you walk out of the house you quickly walk over to the cookie jar and grab the sealed envelope with your name written on it.

When you and Niall got married you decided it would be a good idea for each of you to write a note to each other saying how much you love each other. So when a fight like this occurred you'd read the letters and remember why you fell in love and why you got married and how much you mean to one another.

You walk to the restaurant where you and Niall had your first real. conversation. It was a rainy day that evening and you looked like an absolute reck. "Hey." Niall had told you. You smiled recognizing him right away. He was your coworkers brother and you've seen him before delivering lunch to his sister. "Hey, Niall right?" You ask. "Ya you're (Y/N). You're friends with my sister. Why don't you take a seat." He offers. "Are you sure you want a zombie to sit at the table with you?" You joke. Niall smiled, "it's alright. I think you look cute." You laughed and sat down.

You sit at a table alone and order a coffee. You open the envelope.

Hey my love! It's your husband Niall. Wow I never thought I'd be a husband but I'm glad I'm yours. Anyway if you're reading this letter now it's probably because I screwed up or said something. You should know that I'm an idiot. Oh wait, you know that already. You should know that I'm sorry so so sorry and I hope you'll forgive whatever I said or did. I'd like to say that I know I didn't cheat on you because we both know we'd never do that to each other. So I probably said something. Right? I'm sorry. I really hate seeing you cry especially because it's something I did. I married you because I want to make you smile for the rest of your life. I want to be the person you tell everything to. So just talk to me. I really hope I didn't screw up so bad that you left or that I laid a hand on you. I'd never do that. I'm so sorry for whatever I did.

If you were the one to piss me off I want you to know I forgive you. I hope I forgive you because I honestly don't know what I'd do with out you. I'd probably disappear to be honest.

I truly just want you happy and I'm so happy to be the one that gets to call you my wife. I love you, forever and always. ;)

Now come cuddle me? Jk if you're mad don't do that.

Love your husband, Niall.

Once you finish reading the letter you're already crying.

"Hey, miss are you alright?" Your waitress asks.

"Uh yes. Cancel my order." You say walking out of the restaurant and back home.

You need to apologize to Niall. You don't think you did anything wrong. In fact he should say sorry...in person. But that's okay because you love him and you need him in your life. You just need to know why he'd wish to not be married to you.

You walk into your home. Niall's laying on his back on the couch he's reading your letter. He sits up when he hears the door and you see that tears are streaming down his face. "I-I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it." Niall makes shaking his head. You stand near the door. Not knowing what to say. Niall looks up and puts he price of paper down. He walks over to you. "Please don't push me away if I hug you." He says. He opens his arms and wraps them around you. You cry into his shoulder and wrap your arms around his back tightly. Like always you feel completed and safe.

"Do you really sometimes wish we weren't married?" You ask trembling, "do you regret us? Because us takes you away from being young?"

"No I don't. You know I don't want to grow up. But I shouldn't have said that I shouldn't even have yelled at you in the first place I'm so sorry. It was a mistake I don't even know what to say." He says rubbing your back.

"It's fine." You say pulling away from his embrace.

"It's not." He says. You look up and wipe one of his tears. "I forgive you. It's fine. I read your letter I know you're sorry." You say.

He looks at you, "I love you so much (Y/N)."

"I love you too Ni." You say kissing him lightly.
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