Every Bad Memory

Just Forgive Me Please

Jakes pov:

I'd do anything for maya to forgive me. But i know she probably wont.

I sat in the waiting room with mr and mrs fryer waiting for the doctor.

I felt a hand clamp my shoulder and when i looked up i saw mr fryer. I noticed that his eyes had red blotches around them.

"Are you alright son?" i didn't know why he was asking me when he clearly wasn't.

"I'm doing good and what about you?" i wasn't doing good, but i couldn't tell him that.

"Son maybe you should go head on hom-" I stopped him mid sentence. I was not going home. I wasn't just going to leave her here without knowing if she was alright or not.

"No sir... I'm sorry but i cant go home not now... Not while shes still unconscious!" I got up and stretched a little. I've been sitting here for who knows how long.

"Fine... Im not goung to argue, because i know puppy love is hard to fight against, but at least go to the bathroom and clean yourself up a little bit would ya?" It wasn't really a question, but more of an order, so i did as i was told.

As i looked at myself in the mirror i noticed i looked just like mr fryer had when i first looked up at him, possibly even worse.

Then it hot me what he had said to me when he decided to let me stay... I didn't love her i just feel responsible for her being here in the first place. Psh... I don't love that's not me.

I walked out of the restroom only to see mr and mrs fryer crying... I didn't know why but the first thought that came into my mind was shes gone... Why else would they be crying?

I walked towards them, but when i hot close enough i saw a little bit of a smile, or at least that's what i thought. How and why would they be smiling if they just lost their only child?

As i reached them mr fryer looked up at me.

"Maya woke up!" he said this with so much excitement, but there was something else.

"Then why are you crying?"

"Because she told the doctor she wants to see you..." he paused for a moment. "And only you."

Wait why would she want to see me? Why not her parents?

"I-I-I don't think i can see her right now!" i said as i walked to the hospital doors.

I felt bad enough that she was in here in the first place, i don't think i could look at her with hate for me written all over her face. I got my phone out and called my aunt to come pick me up and bring me home.

When she arrived she started asking so many questions as to why i was even at the hospital.

Are you hurt, do i need to call your uncle. I didnt answer any of her questions just looked out the window until we arrived at the house. I stormed into the house and ran up to my bedroom. I looked my door behind me and flopped on my bed.

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"Jake wake up i don't want you being late for school!" i could here my aunt scream from the bottom of the stairs.

I got up and got ready. Tosay is gonna be maya first day back at school and I'm a nervous wreck.

I know she wont forgive me for what i have done, so facing her was going to be very hard.

What was i going to say to her. I haven't seen her in 3 months. After i walked out on her at the hospital her parents have been begging me to see her. Apparently she wont talk to anybody until she sees me.

Her parents aren't to happy with it and neither am i, but none the less they decide it'd be better if she came back to school, instead of going to pine rest.

AU:
Hey guys so very short... Hope you enjoyed... Bye